Lyrics
Never thought it would be like this
Unexpectedly finding oneself in this situation
Lookin' in the bottom of the abyss
Feeling like hitting rock bottom
I see your shadow lurking in my room
Sensing the presence of someone ominous
I see your shadow looking for my doom
Feeling threatened by that presence
I seen your eyes and I knew that it was a start
Recognizing a connection or beginning
I seen your eyes and I knew this was from the heart
Confirming a genuine emotion or feeling
I seen your eyes and I knew this was gonna break me apart
Anticipating emotional distress or pain
I got so much raw emotions, that I'm tryna set this in motion (yeah)
Having intense, unprocessed emotions
So much raw emotion , that I'm tryna set this in motion
Reiterating the intensity of raw emotions
I put it on the green light, never thought I'd be here tonight
Unexpectedly finding oneself in a current situation
Put it on the green, so I'm smoking up this green (yuh)
Referencing marijuana use as a coping mechanism
Sippin' on this lean (yuh) like I was 15 (yuh)
Referencing codeine use, reminiscing about being young
Sippin' on this lean, now they call me 16 (God damn)
Linking drug use to identity
I only wanna go fast in this life
Desire for speed or progress in life
I only wanna go first, not last
Desire for success and not settling for less
I always talk about it to my girl
Sharing aspirations with someone close
She said I'm gonna die soon
Receiving a bleak prediction about one's fate
And I don't blame her `cause I'm going too fast (yeah)
Acknowledging personal recklessness
In this damn motorcycle
Using a dangerous vehicle metaphorically
I call it the damn death-cycle
Referring to the motorcycle as a symbol of danger
105 on the road, 120 gonna go (yeah)
Increasing speed, chasing adrenaline
145, now we going up the pace (yeah)
Pushing limits further, intensifying the pace
195, now I'm acting like it's a damn death race
Reckless behavior, likening life to a dangerous race
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