Lyrics
I try to not lie
I attempt to avoid telling lies.
Got me thinkin' about myself
These circumstances lead me to reflect on my own identity.
'Bout myself
This reflection is specifically about myself.
I try to not cry
I make an effort not to express my emotions through tears.
Got me doubtin' myself
These situations make me question my own abilities or worth.
Doubtin' myself
I experience self-doubt as a result of these situations.
I don't know why I even try
I am uncertain about the reasons for my efforts and actions.
I even try
Despite uncertainty, I continue to make an effort.
I don't know why I even try
There is a lack of clarity or understanding regarding the motivation behind my actions.
I even try
Despite uncertainty, I persist in my efforts.
I don't see
I am unable to perceive or understand something.
I find
I discover or come across something.
A way out my mind
I search for a solution to free myself from my thoughts.
Out my mind
This search is to liberate myself from my mental state.
It's just a matter of dimes
It's merely a matter of time (or currency) before reaching a critical point.
Before it's the end
Implies an impending end or conclusion.
Before it's time
Before reaching a critical point, or before it's the right time.
I don't know why I even try
Similar to line 7, expressing uncertainty about the reasons for continued effort.
I even try
Despite uncertainty, there is a commitment to persist in trying.
I don't know why I even try
Similar to line 9, expressing a lack of understanding regarding the motivation behind trying.
I even try
Despite uncertainty, there is a commitment to persist in trying.
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