Provincetown
Navigating Desperation: Finding Redemption in Provincetown's Sunset
Lyrics
I took the ferry twice today
I traveled on the ferry twice today
I don't know why I didn't stay
Expressing uncertainty about the decision not to stay
At least a little while longer
Desiring a longer time in Provincetown
At least a little while?
Questioning the brevity of the visit
Is he waving at the boat or just reaching for his smokes? I swear I'll come clean tonight
Reflecting on someone's actions, contemplating honesty
I was back on the pier by noon, this time he took me to his room I thought bout Mary back in Boston
Returning to the pier, intimate encounter, thoughts of a distant relationship
Thought about the kids and lost it
Thinking about family and emotional struggles
Am I ever gonna make my peace with God?
Questioning personal reconciliation with God
Don't let me stumble again
Pleading not to repeat mistakes
The sun is slowly setting, maybe I'll stay the night I don't know if I'm willing, to make this right
Contemplating staying the night, unsure about making amends
I don't wanna be alone again
Fearing loneliness
I don't wanna be less of a man
Desiring to maintain personal integrity
I will face him when the time has come
Commitment to facing consequences in the future
But for now, I just need to be done
Expressing a need for closure in the present
With the sleepless nights and joyless days Will you shine your lights and show the way Cause I won't be going back this time around
Seeking guidance and illumination, resolved not to return
I lost my friends and lost my family lost my job and lost my money Mary told me not to call her
Listing personal losses, Mary's advice to not contact her
Mary told me not to call
Reiterating Mary's directive not to call
Until I can turn this thing around
Aspiring to turn life around before reconnecting with Mary
I think I'll stay here in Provincetown
Deciding to stay in Provincetown
The sun is slowly setting, maybe I'll stay tonight I don't know if I'm willing, to make this right
Considering staying the night, uncertainty about making amends
Cause I don't wanna be alone again
Fearing solitude once again
I don't wanna be less of a man
Desiring to maintain personal integrity
I will face him when the time has come
Commitment to facing consequences in the future
But for now, I just need to be done
Expressing a need for closure in the present
With the sleepless nights and joyless days
Rejecting sleepless nights and joyless days
Will you shine your lights and show the way Cause I won't be coming back this time around
Seeking guidance and resolution, determined not to return
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