Lyrics
Ain't gotta tell you girl you know that you poppin'
Acknowledging the girl's attractiveness without explicitly stating it.
Ain't gotta ask you girl I know that you rockin'
Expressing confidence in the girl's style and presence.
From the jump I knew this shit would be toxic
Anticipating a challenging and problematic relationship from the beginning.
But it's whatever still I don't wanna stop it
Despite recognizing potential issues, the speaker is reluctant to end the relationship.
Lately I been thinking maybe we need just a fresh start
Contemplating the idea of starting anew in the relationship.
Could've kept this shit short and easy, why it get hard?
Questioning why the relationship has become difficult when it could have been simple.
Take me back before it turnt black I had a red heart
Recalling a time when the emotions were pure and untainted (represented by a "red heart").
But breaking up and gettin' back together be the best part
Highlighting the cyclical nature of breaking up and reconciling as a positive aspect.
I be poppin pills when my head hurt
Using pills to cope with emotional pain.
Girl you took my heart and made my chest hurt
Expressing emotional distress caused by the girl taking the speaker's heart.
Put yo feet up in the sky until yo legs hurt
Suggesting a physical expression of distress by raising legs until they hurt.
Then told her that I'm finna dive in it head first
Expressing a willingness to dive headfirst into the relationship despite potential consequences.
Baby tell me what you see in me
Seeking validation and understanding from the girl.
You can go head if you want but you ain't leaving me
Asserting the desire for commitment and not allowing the girl to leave.
I let you do just what you want, just don't cheat on me
Granting freedom but emphasizing the importance of loyalty.
I just wish that you would the love me for the way I be
Wishing for genuine love and acceptance.
I just wish that you would see the things how I be seeing
Desiring understanding from the girl's perspective.
I just wanna hear you tell me you believe the kid
Longing for the girl's belief in the speaker.
I just wish that you would think bout tryna keep the kid
Hoping the girl considers maintaining the relationship.
I be tryna kick this drank but I'm leanin' still
Struggling with substance use (lean) as a coping mechanism.
I'm tryna have some separation but I need you still
Desiring space but feeling dependent on the girl.
But still I don't want no relation just to keep it real
Rejecting a committed relationship for honesty.
You ain't the only one thats trippin' how you think I feel?
Asserting that the speaker also faces challenges in the relationship.
No matter what I still got trust issues like I'm Meek Mill
Comparing trust issues to those of the rapper Meek Mill.
No matter what you know I still miss you and that's so real
Expressing genuine emotions and missing the girl despite issues.
No matter what you know that ima ride still wit no wheels
Committing to be there for the girl without tangible support.
But honestly I think I like me better just wit no feels
Preferring a numb emotional state over feeling.
Cause I know I'll never hurt myself like them folks will
Acknowledging a preference for emotional numbness to avoid self-harm.
We don't pay attention to them comments
Ignoring negative comments and not giving them attention.
We know all they doin' is just talkin'
Recognizing that external opinions are just talk and shouldn't affect the relationship.
We know in discussions we the topic
Acknowledging that their relationship is often a topic of discussion.
Like If you ain't got no haters you ain't poppin'
Emphasizing that having haters is a sign of popularity.
Ain't gotta tell you girl you know that you poppin'
Reiterating the girl's appeal without explicitly stating it.
Ain't gotta ask you girl I know that you rockin'
Expressing confidence in the girl's presence and influence.
From the jump I knew this shit would be toxic
Acknowledging the anticipated toxicity of the relationship.
But it's whatever still I don't wanna stop it
Reiterating the speaker's reluctance to end the problematic relationship.
Lately I been thinking maybe we need just a fresh start
Contemplating the idea of a fresh start in the relationship.
Could've kept this shit short and easy, why it get hard?
Reflecting on the unexpected challenges that arose in the relationship.
Take me back before it turnt black I had a red heart
Yearning for a time when the emotions were pure and untainted.
But breaking up and gettin' back together be the best part
Highlighting the cyclic nature of breaking up and reconciling as a positive aspect.
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