What I Deserve

Deserving Love's Anxious Dance
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Lyrics

I feel so addicted to the feeling of you

The singer feels deeply attached or drawn to the sensation or experience of being with the person they're addressing.

Put your head in my hands

They are seeking intimacy by holding the other person's head in their hands.

And hope this night would last forever

Expressing a desire for the current moment to extend indefinitely, wishing the night wouldn't end.

And girl you test my patience

The person being addressed challenges the singer's patience.

Yeah you get on my nerves

The person annoys or irritates the singer.

Yeah you know how to make me anxious

The person knows how to make the singer feel worried or uneasy.

But that's what I deserve

The singer believes that the challenges they face in this relationship are deserved or warranted.

Yeah I know that I got a real fucked up past

Admitting to having a troubled or difficult past.

But I gotta few people that got my back

The singer has a few supportive individuals in their life.

And we fucking up the party with a bottle of jack

Partying recklessly with a bottle of Jack Daniel's.

And we tear the place down, we don't know how to act

The singer and their friends act in a wild or uncontrollable manner, unaware of social norms.

It's alright, never really knew her in the first place

Not having a deep connection with someone initially.

And watched you run away at the end of the first date

Witnessing the person leave abruptly after the first date.

Real love hurts, yeah, that's what they all say

Expressing the belief that genuine love involves pain.

You're the last one, I don't deal with your heartbreak

Refusing to deal with the pain of heartbreak from previous experiences.

I feel so addicted to the feeling of you

Reiterating the addictive nature of the feelings experienced with the person.

Put your head in my hands

Repeating the desire for physical intimacy and connection.

And hope this night would last forever

Longing for the current moment to persist without an end.

And girl you test my patience

Testing the singer's patience again, indicating frustration.

Yeah you get on my nerves

Continuing to provoke irritation or discomfort in the singer.

Yeah you know how to make me anxious

Stressing that the discomfort caused is perceived as deserved by the singer.

But that's what I deserve

Reiterating the belief that the singer deserves the challenges faced in this relationship.

Come find me in the back of the party

Inviting the other person to find them in a specific location at the party.

With the bruised up Vans and some bottle Bacardi

Describing their appearance (worn-out Vans shoes) and possessing a bottle of Bacardi, indicating a casual and possibly reckless attitude at the party.

Blushed face, so I'm leaving my car keys

Deciding to leave their car keys due to being under the influence.

Look my way, but don't tell me you're sorry

Wanting acknowledgment or attention from the person without seeking an apology.

All highs, but no time to measure

Experiencing intense emotional highs without a clear way to quantify or measure the depth of these feelings.

You love me, I like the pleasure

The person loves the singer, and the singer appreciates the pleasure derived from this affection.

I promised I would never let her go

Making a promise or commitment not to let the person go.

So now we're sneaking out the window

Sneaking away together, possibly indicating a secretive or rebellious action.

I feel so addicted to the feeling of you

Reiterating the addictive nature of the feelings experienced with the person.

Put your head in my hands

Seeking physical closeness and intimacy again.

And hope this night would last forever

Longing for the current moment to persist without an end.

And girl you test my patience

Continuing to test the singer's patience, provoking frustration.

Yeah you get on my nerves

Continuing to annoy or irritate the singer.

Yeah you know how to make me anxious

Continuing to cause worry or unease in the singer.

But that's what I deserve

Reiterating the belief that the discomfort caused is perceived as deserved by the singer.

I had to act quickly, that's why I jumped in

Acting swiftly in a situation, possibly referring to entering a situation or relationship without much thought.

I knew if I were drowning, you'd try to save me

Confident in the belief that the person would try to save the singer if they were in trouble, indicating a mutual care or dependency.

And so you did

Acknowledging the person's effort to save the singer.

And that's how I saved you

Reflecting that the singer reciprocates the act of saving the person, completing a mutual cycle of saving each other.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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