Lyrics
Everything happen for a reason
Everything happens for a reason.
But shit is getting hard to believe in
Expressing doubt and difficulty in believing in this principle.
I really thought this my season
Thought it was their season of success or happiness.
God don't give it all to me, he just teasin'
Feeling that God doesn't grant everything, just teasing.
You can walk into the loft and see the good times
Reflecting on past good times in a loft.
Touch road, I love going over state lines
Enjoys traveling across state lines.
My anxiety through the roof
Experiencing high levels of anxiety.
I'm almost crying in this booth
Nearly crying while recording music.
It just hurts to hear is the truth
It hurts to hear the truth.
Like I know I'm not perfect
Acknowledging personal imperfections.
To be honest I can't guarantee I'm worth it
Uncertain if they are worth someone's investment.
But I can do all I can
Committing to doing their best.
I just hope you understand
Hoping for understanding despite personal flaws.
I still got some skeletons
Admitting to having past issues or secrets.
But I still try to stay genuine
Striving to remain authentic despite challenges.
Tryna love you I just be a bit hesitant
Expressing hesitation in love to avoid causing harm.
Cause what if I fuck up yo elegance
Fear of jeopardizing someone's elegance or grace.
Why do I always have some pain
Questioning the constant presence of pain.
I wonder if heaven calls my name
Wondering if heaven has a plan for them.
Cause this shit is getting hard
Feeling overwhelmed and ready to confront their struggles.
I'm ready to pull my own card
Prepared to face the consequences or truths about themselves.
Fuck this pain
Expressing frustration and exhaustion with pain.
Fuck this pain
-Fuck this pain
-I'm tired of the rain
Tired of facing difficulties or challenges.
I'm the nigga to make em happy
Believing they bring happiness to others.
They fuck wit me cause I'm crafty
Being appreciated for creativity and skill.
All my songs be hella catchy
Noting the catchy nature of their songs.
Happy to you, I feel trashy
Expressing a feeling of worthlessness despite success.
Like if my girl don't girl love me
Fearing lack of love from their partner.
What if my niggas tryna judge me
Concerned about judgment from friends.
I'm tired of hoes tryna fuck me
Tired of dealing with insincere romantic advances.
I got a solid one, bitch please don't touch me
Claiming to have a loyal partner, asking others not to interfere.
I promise ya'll I won't end it
Promise not to end their life, leaving a letter in case.
But if I break it, there's a letter for you to send it
Suggesting a hidden letter in their room.
Search my room for it
Indicating difficulty finding the mentioned letter.
Prolly won't find it cause you know that I'm good for it
Stating they are good at hiding things.
That's a message in itself
Encouraging attention to mental health.
Take care of your mental health
Observation that those who seem happiest often struggle the most.
The ones who be happiest be going thru the most
Criticizing lack of support despite personal difficulties.
But you didn't check on me, fuck that RIP post
Expressing frustration about not being checked on.
Why do I always have some pain
Reiteration of frustration and exhaustion with pain.
I wonder if heaven calls my name
-Cause this shit is getting hard
-I'm ready to pull my own card
-Fuck this pain
-Fuck this pain
-Fuck this pain
-I'm tired of the rain
Tired of facing ongoing challenges or hardships.
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