Lyrics
I done came to far I get emotional when I look back
I've come a long way and feel sentimental when reflecting on the past
Reminiscing bout then winter days
Recalling memories of past winter days
Walking to school I got tired of carrying of my book bag
Feeling burdened while walking to school carrying my book bag
I swore I'd never look back
Decided not to dwell on past hardships
February 2015 when I landed in states
Arrived in the United States in February 2015
Sleeping on the floor ain't have no mattress to lay
Sleeping on the floor due to a lack of a mattress
I still remember days at my cousin nem place
Memories of days spent at my cousin's place
Unk told us to leave we ain't have no where to stay
Uncle told us to leave as we had nowhere to stay
Pushing carts, bagging groceries while other kids play
Working by pushing carts and bagging groceries while other kids played
Momma worked three jobs just to make sure we ate
Mother worked three jobs to ensure we had enough to eat
Pops at war with addiction but he made sure we straight
Father battled addiction but ensured our well-being
Hoping that he quit
Hoping for his recovery
I'm begging god when I pray
Praying to God for help
6 years later now he finally clean
After 6 years, he's finally clean from addiction
I can't really explain but that feeling is great
Feeling indescribable joy about his recovery
Thankful that he shook it guess we all see better days
Grateful for the improvement in circumstances
People that I started with
People I began with are behaving oddly
Been acting hella strange
Requesting those unfamiliar with me not to talk about me
If you dont know me personally dont speak on my name
Not interested in competing, focused on personal path
I ain't tryna compete with none of y'all
Charting a unique course despite starting late
I'm in my own lane
Pursuing music for passion rather than fame or money
Yeah, I started late but I'm ahead of the game
Feeling overwhelmed by progress made
Did it for the music, never money or fame
Reflecting on past winter days again
Yeah
Similar to line 4, deciding not to dwell on past hardships
I done came to far I get emotional when I look back
Repeat of line 1
Reminiscing bout then winter days
Repeat of line 2
Walking to school I got tired of carrying of my book bag
Repeat of line 3
I swore I'd never look back
Repeat of line 4
I done came to far I get emotional when I look back
Repeat of line 1
Reminiscing bout then winter days
Repeat of line 2
Walking to school I got tired of carrying of my book bag
Repeat of line 3
I swore I'd never look back
Repeat of line 4
Rookie of the year I need a championship ring
Desire for recognition in the music industry
Made my first song back in 2016
Started creating music in 2016
Bro told me keep going wish I listened to him
Regret for not heeding advice to persist in music
Couple years passed now I'm back chasing my dreams
Resuming pursuit of dreams after a few years
4N on my back this shit deeper than rap
Deep commitment to representing 4N
Babar got me started and I'm thankful for that
Grateful to someone named Babar for starting their journey
I can't switch up on my bruddas cause we all that we got
Commitment to loyalty among close friends
Lalos still my brudda even when we don't see eye to eye
Maintaining friendship despite differences
Hammy like my momma son he with me till the day I die
Considering a friend like family
If I ever switch up on Ronnie then bury me alive
Commitment to a friend named Ronnie, indicating loyalty
(If I ever switch up on Ronnie then bury me alive)
Reiteration of the commitment to loyalty towards Ronnie
(Live, live, live)
Repeating the commitment to loyalty towards Ronnie
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