Lyrics
My nigga he struggle to focus
The person I'm close to is struggling to concentrate.
He off of the yerkie he really love poppin a bean
They're under the influence of a drug called "yerkie" and enjoy taking a pill (bean).
Living in wizards of waverly place
Living in a fantastical or illusionary world, possibly referring to a situation that seems surreal or disconnected from reality.
I promise that everything ain't what it seem
The speaker acknowledges that things aren't always as they appear or seem to be.
Consistency mix it with focus
Combining consistency with focus, suggesting a need for steadiness and concentration.
I got a chip on my shoulder
Feeling burdened by a persistent worry or concern.
My mama don't think i can go far in life with only a high school diploma
The speaker's mother doubts their potential success with only a high school diploma.
Saying that i never got the time, i feel i'm running out of it
Feeling pressured by a lack of time or a fear of time running out.
I might need you to go down on me cause this stress got me out of it
Seeking physical intimacy as a way to cope with stress.
Don't ask me how i got it done, just know i'm not proud of it
Completed something but not proud of the method or outcome.
I can't let you make the mistakes that i did, not allowing it
Refusing to let someone else repeat the speaker's past mistakes.
When i get the numbers right im hitting up Ricky
Contacting someone named Ricky once the numbers (details) align or make sense.
Gotta put it in writing in case they move shifty
Documenting things in writing as a precaution against potential deceitful actions.
Feel it inside my veins it's getting too risky
Feeling a risky or dangerous sensation coursing through the speaker's veins.
My parents throw me away don't wanna deal with me
Feeling rejected or unwanted by the speaker's parents.
Losing friends every day and i can't help that
Losing friendships regularly, unable to prevent it.
Throwing dirt on my name and i suspect that
Believing that others are tarnishing the speaker's reputation.
Probably won't talk again and i accept that
Accepting that certain relationships may not be salvageable.
Never broken that promise and yes i kept that
Keeping a promise and being true to it.
Rather be getting money instead of playing 2K
Preferencing making money over playing video games (2K).
Aim it at your fitted tryna turn it to a toupé
Threatening someone with a firearm to turn their hat into a wig (toupé).
Shorty she badder than ever thinking she kerrueche
Thinking that a woman is very attractive, comparing her to Karrueche Tran.
Fuck all the modesty
Disregarding modest behavior or humility.
There's really no comparison
Asserting that there's no comparison to something else.
Father reminding me how i wasn't born american
Being reminded by their father about not being born American, possibly feeling like an outsider.
Telling all the relatives how i'm a big embarrassment
Being seen as a source of embarrassment by relatives due to their actions or identity.
Reminding myself i can't react off of adrenaline
Choosing not to react impulsively but rather with consideration.
And we know it
An acknowledgment of a certain understanding or awareness.
In the worst scenarios
Anticipating people changing or abandoning the speaker in difficult situations.
They gon switch up or they fold
Expecting people to alter their loyalties when faced with challenges.
That's just how the story goes
Expressing resignation to the inevitability of certain circumstances in life.
That's just how the story goes
Reiterating the acceptance of the unpredictability of life's events or outcomes.
That's just how the story
Continuing to emphasize the inevitability of certain situations or outcomes.
That's just how the story goes...
Reaffirming the acknowledgment of life's unpredictable nature.
In the night I hear em talk the coldest story ever told
Observing how people speak negatively, possibly about the speaker, in the night, referencing a harsh story.
Is somewhere far along this road
Feeling like they're on a distant, challenging path where someone has lost everything due to a heartless city.
He lost it all to a city so heartless
Expressing the cruelty and lack of compassion in a cold, heartless place.
So cold and heartless
Reiterating the cold and merciless nature of the city or situation.
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