Lyrics
Throwing myself off the ledge
Expressing a willingness to take a significant risk or face a difficult situation.
On the edge
Being at the brink or limit of something.
And I'm screaming
Conveying intense emotions, likely distress or despair.
What's real as I fly through the air
Questioning the nature of reality while in a state of uncertainty or vulnerability.
Everything I once knew passing by with each tear
Reflecting on the passing of familiar aspects of life amid emotional turmoil.
Falling faster and faster
Describing a rapid descent, possibly metaphorical, into a challenging situation.
Damn year after year
Expressing a sense of time passing quickly with difficulties accumulating.
Fear after fear
Acknowledging the persistence of fear over an extended period.
I watch as they replay
Observing the recurrence of past events, possibly indicating regret or reflection.
Every decision I made
Reviewing and contemplating the consequences of personal choices.
Thought I had a say
Expressing a sense of lost control or influence over life decisions.
Every choice that brought me here
Reflecting on the cumulative impact of one's decisions leading to the present moment.
Where I am today
Contemplating the current state without a clear sense of pride or certainty.
Don't know if I'm proud
Expressing uncertainty about personal achievements or the appropriateness of pride.
I really couldn't say
Considering the idea of letting go of past grievances and moving forward.
Bygones be bygones
Acknowledging that forgiveness works best when the person is no longer present.
Only really works when I be gone
Questioning one's perception of being a significant individual.
Never really thought that I was the one
Expressing a disbelief in personal longevity or lasting impact.
Never really thought that I would last long
Doubting one's ability to endure or make a lasting impression.
If I left now would you move along
Contemplating the impact of one's departure on others.
If you left now would I really belong
Questioning one's sense of belonging if others were to leave.
Can I open my eyes?
Expressing uncertainty about perceiving reality accurately.
Or have I been falling all along
Questioning if the speaker has been unaware of a challenging situation.
Nightmares or flashbacks
Highlighting the emotional impact of nightmares or distressing memories.
Always make me feel detached
Feeling emotionally detached when confronted with distressing thoughts.
Am I really dreaming
Questioning the reality of the speaker's current state, suggesting a surreal experience.
Or can I really not go back?
Expressing uncertainty about the possibility of returning to a previous state.
I'm always drowning out the noise
Describing a coping mechanism of drowning out external disturbances.
Replaying all my choices
Revisiting and reflecting on past decisions while dealing with external influences.
Wondering if I'll ever know who I am
Pondering the existential question of self-discovery and identity.
Wondering if anyone actually cares
Questioning the genuine concern or interest of others in the speaker's well-being.
Am I falling or dreaming?
Expressing confusion about the nature of the speaker's current state—falling or dreaming.
I don't know what I was thinking
Admitting uncertainty about the thought process that led to the current situation.
Am I falling or dreaming?
Repeating the theme of uncertainty regarding the state of falling or dreaming.
Always feel like I'm sinking
Feeling a perpetual sense of sinking, possibly in a metaphorical sense.
Am I falling or dreaming?
Reiterating the confusion about the state of falling or dreaming.
I don't know what I was thinking
Expressing regret or uncertainty about past decisions and actions.
Wish I could go back but I won't know until I hit the ground
Expressing a desire to go back in time but acknowledging the impossibility until consequences are faced.
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