Lyrics
And ill see you every now and then but I guess its not enough everything I do is not enough for me so
Expressing disappointment at the infrequency of seeing someone, feeling that one's efforts are insufficient.
ill be here even if it hurts just because I hate myself
Committing to being present despite personal pain, motivated by self-hatred.
even if it hurts doesn’t mean I dont try hard
Acknowledging that experiencing pain doesn't equate to lack of effort.
And I dont hear from you and soon all I will be
Anticipating a future state where the absence of communication becomes defining.
every night I lose some more and
Expressing nightly emotional setbacks.
every day I hear it more and
Noticing a daily increase in external negative influence.
every night I want some more and
Expressing a desire for more in life every night.
every night I lose my mind
Highlighting a nightly struggle with mental well-being.
every night I lose some more and
Reiterating the theme of losing more each night.
every day I hear it more and every night I lose control and every night I lose my mind
Describing a loss of control and a persistent struggle with sanity every night.
And today doesn’t seem so bad but I need some help everything I do doesn’t seem the way I go
Expressing a sense of disconnection between actions and desired outcomes.
and you’ll be everything you said you didnt want to be everything you said you didnt want to be
Pointing out a contradiction in someone becoming what they claimed to avoid.
every night I lose some more and
Repeating the theme of nightly loss and emotional setbacks.
every day I hear it more and
Observing an escalating negative influence on a daily basis.
every night I want some more and
Expressing an ongoing desire for more in life every night.
every night I lose my mind
Reiterating the nightly struggle with mental well-being.
Every night I lose some more and
Continuing the theme of losing more each night.
every day I hear it more and
Noticing a daily increase in external negative influence.
every night I lose control and
Describing a loss of control every night.
every night I lose my mind
Emphasizing the persistent struggle with sanity every night.
I dont hear from you
Expressing a lack of communication from someone.
but soon all I will be
Anticipating a future state where the lack of communication becomes defining.
I dont hate you but
Clarifying a lack of hatred towards someone.
I dont see you at all
Noticing a complete absence of interaction with someone.
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