Lyrics
I wanna go back
I desire to return to a previous time.
To them days I wasn’t worried bout love
During that time, I didn't worry about love.
To the days that I could vibe and never question above
Reflecting on days when I could relax and not question things above (spiritually).
I wish I never gave it up cause when I had it I
I regret giving up something important, as indicated by "Fuck".
Fuck
(Reiteration of regret or frustration.)
I wish back then I would’ve acted different
Regret for not acting differently in the past.
I wish that I was thinkin straight I never could
Desire to have had clearer thinking in the past.
Cause now I’m missin her and now love is a damn disinterest
Current regret and disinterest in love.
Cause everytime I think my heart just burns like wood
Expressing emotional pain when thinking about love.
And as I’m sittin reminiscing wishin things would stay the same
Nostalgic longing for things to remain the same.
Heart is locked beyond detained
Feeling emotionally imprisoned or constrained.
Crushing down my spirits and I’m hatin on myself because my love is fuckin different
Self-loathing due to a perceived difference in love.
I get jealous all the time I’m fuckin insecure
Admission of jealousy and insecurity in relationships.
And there is no cure for this feeling
Expressing an incurable feeling or emotional state.
I tried to be secure but I just never could
Attempts to be secure in relationships were unsuccessful.
Angry at myself cause I could never talk to bitches
Regret for being unable to communicate with potential partners.
Wish that I could read ya mind so we’d be good but
Desire to understand partner's thoughts for a better relationship.
Started using drugs to hide the feelings
Turning to substance use (drugs) to cope with emotions.
Depression just was hitting cryin staring at the ceiling
Experiencing depression and seeking solace in substances.
The blunt just gave me guidance and I swear that it was healing
Positive impact of using substances as a coping mechanism.
I used the plant too much and I was drownin in the woods
Excessive use of substances leading to negative consequences.
Lemme smoke and blunt a couple minutes I’ll be good
Request for a brief escape through smoking.
Give me time to think cause I feel like I never could
Desire for time to think due to perceived inability.
And give me time to heal a lil bit I’m in my feelings
Pleading for time to heal from emotional pain.
Life’s just like a hill the ups and downs I’m never winning
Metaphorical comparison of life to a hill with constant ups and downs.
I’m steady fallin
Expressing a sense of continuous decline or struggle in life.
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