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I'm getting sick and tired of not knowing what to say
I feel frustrated and exhausted because I don't know what to say.
Feel like It's just getting worse almost every single day
Things seem to be worsening almost every day, and it's taking a toll on me.
Hoping in the end everything will be okay
I hold onto hope that eventually, everything will turn out okay.
I'm tryna be someone before existence fades away
I aspire to become someone meaningful before my existence fades away.
Don't know what to do
I am uncertain about what actions to take.
I kinda find it hard to choose
Making decisions has become challenging for me.
It's got me feeling kinda blue
I'm feeling sad or depressed.
Feel like my mind is split in two
I feel mentally divided or conflicted.
All the lines that
Referring to potential choices or decisions.
I could've thought up
Reflecting on missed opportunities for creative thoughts.
I'm still not sure
Uncertainty about being satisfied with current circumstances.
If I'm satisfied with what i got
Questioning contentment with what I have achieved.
Lately I've been feeling like I am somebody else
I feel like I've lost my true self and become someone else.
I'm tired of the way I'm feeling
I'm weary of the emotions I'm experiencing.
Really haven't been feeling myself
I don't recognize or connect with my usual self.
So now I'm tryna conjure up this spell
Attempting to perform a magical act or ritual.
In hopes that it
Hoping that the spell will have a positive effect.
Will get rid of
Desiring to eliminate the emotional distress.
This sickness I've been given
Expressing discontent with a troubling condition.
I'm getting sick and tired of not knowing what to say
Repetition of feeling frustrated about communication challenges.
Feel like It's just getting worse almost every single day
Reiterating the sense of things getting worse daily.
Hoping in the end everything will be okay
Holding onto hope for a positive outcome in the end.
I'm tryna be someone before existence fades away
Reiterating the desire to establish significance before fading away.
Don't know what to do
Expressing uncertainty about the appropriate course of action.
I kinda find It hard to choose
Finding it challenging to make decisions.
It's got me feeling kinda blue
Feeling sad or depressed, represented by the color blue.
Feel like my mind is split in two
Experiencing a sense of mental division or conflict.
All the lines that
Reiterating the theme of missed creative opportunities.
I could've thought up
Reflecting on past possibilities for creative thinking.
I'm still not sure
Uncertainty about satisfaction with current circumstances.
If I'm satisfied with what i got
Repeating the questioning of contentment with what has been achieved.
Lately I've been feeling like I am somebody else
Repeating the feeling of losing one's true self.
I'm tired of the way I'm feeling
Reiterating weariness of the emotions being experienced.
Really haven't been feeling myself
Reiterating the disconnection from one's usual self.
So now I'm tryna conjure up this spell
Repeating the attempt to perform a magical act or ritual.
In hopes that it
Repeating the hope for a positive effect from the spell.
Will get rid
Repeating the desire to eliminate emotional distress.
Of this sickness I've been given
Repeating the expression of discontent with a troubling condition.
Lately I've been feeling like I am somebody else
Reiterating the feeling of being someone else.
I'm tired of the way I'm feeling
Reiterating weariness of the emotions being experienced.
Really haven't been feeling myself
Reiterating the disconnection from one's usual self.
So now I'm tryna conjure up this spell
Repeating the attempt to perform a magical act or ritual.
In hopes that it
Repeating the hope for a positive effect from the spell.
Will get rid
Repeating the desire to eliminate emotional distress.
Of this sickness I've been given
Repeating the expression of discontent with a troubling condition.
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