LOTL
Sinking into Madness: Unveiling the Depths of Inner Struggle
Lyrics
You only like me when I focus on the better things
You only appreciate me when I focus on positive aspects.
Glass never empty, filling cups with nauseous energy
My life is consistently filled with negative experiences, and I try to escape them by indulging in harmful habits.
Sick of pretending I've found peace in mediocrity
I'm tired of pretending that I'm content with a mediocre life.
I climbed the walls to find release, we're sinking
I made efforts to break free from my problems, but it seems like we're sinking deeper into them.
What does it take to make amends?
What actions or changes are necessary to reconcile and make things right?
Where is the beauty in madness?
Where can I find beauty or meaning in the chaos and confusion?
We live outside the lines
We live beyond conventional boundaries or norms.
Committed to our crimes
We are committed to our mistakes or wrongdoings.
I've been living with this bug-bite in my brain that's driving me insane
I've been dealing with a persistent mental discomfort that is affecting my sanity.
Tell me what it takes to fix what I became
What does it require to rectify the person I've become?
Tell me what it takes so I can live again.
Tell me what changes are needed for me to truly live again.
I burnt the old house down and threw the ashes in the sea
I intentionally destroyed the past and let it go, symbolized by burning down the old house and casting its ashes into the sea.
This lucid dreaming painful reruns of reality
I am stuck in a state of conscious dreaming, reliving painful memories repeatedly.
There was a point in time when all of this made sense to me
There was a time when everything made sense to me, but that clarity is now lost.
It tastes bittersweet accepting progress with my tendencies
Accepting progress in my life is bittersweet, given my inherent flaws and tendencies.
December came and went again,
December passed by once again, marking the passage of time.
I can't stop shaking I get lost in my own head
I struggle to control my thoughts and emotions, getting lost in my own mind.
Whatever happened to passion?
Where did the intense enthusiasm or dedication to life go?
Time goes ready or not, there's nothing we can do but hold onto what we've got.
Time moves forward relentlessly, and all we can do is cherish what we have.
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