I Hate Fucking Being Numb
Navigating the Shadows of Feelings: Unveiling the Depths in 'I Hate Being Numb'
Lyrics
Is it I think too much?
Expressing uncertainty about overthinking.
Or are we chasing after a
Questioning whether the pursuit is of a past, elusive reality.
Ghost of what once was?
Reflecting on a ghost or a shadow of what once existed.
I can't tell the difference
Struggling to differentiate between reality and illusion.
Is it you care too much?
Contemplating if the other person cares too much.
Or am I holding our past like
Wondering if past experiences are held against oneself.
A knife against my tongue?
Comparing past mistakes to a sharp, painful memory.
I can't tell the difference
Finding it hard to distinguish between caring and blaming.
Would it be enough?
Questioning the adequacy of material wealth and altered states.
If we were loaded and fucked up
Speculating if financial success and substance use would be sufficient.
House out in the hills i wouldn't bet on it
Expressing skepticism about the likelihood of success.
We could be more lost car roofs, wet shoes
Describing a state of being lost and carefree.
Cashed out in a friend's garage
Depicting a scenario of indulgence in a friend's space.
But one time's enough
Acknowledging the transience of such experiences.
Will it ever be enough?
Pondering if anything will ever be satisfying.
I hate fucking being numb
Expressing frustration with emotional numbness.
Sorry that I love these drugs
Apologizing for finding solace in drug use.
Do you think my head is fucked?
Questioning the state of one's mental well-being.
Will it ever be enough?
Reiterating dissatisfaction with emotional numbness.
I hate fucking being numb
Expressing frustration with emotional numbness (repeated).
Sorry that I love these drugs
Apologizing for finding solace in drug use (repeated).
Do you think my head is fucked?
Questioning the state of one's mental well-being (repeated).
Will it ever be enough?
Repeating the question of whether anything will be satisfying.
I hate fucking being numb
Expressing frustration with emotional numbness (repeated).
Sorry that I love these drugs
Apologizing for finding solace in drug use (repeated).
Do you think my head is fucked?
Questioning the state of one's mental well-being (repeated).
Will it ever be enough?
Expressing frustration with emotional numbness (repeated).
I hate fucking being numb
Apologizing for finding solace in drug use (repeated).
Sorry that I love these drugs
Questioning the state of one's mental well-being (repeated).
Do you think my head is fucked?
Repeating the question of whether anything will be satisfying.
Will it ever be enough?
Expressing frustration with emotional numbness (repeated).
I hate fucking being numb
Apologizing for finding solace in drug use (repeated).
Sorry that I love these drugs
Questioning the state of one's mental well-being (repeated).
Do you think my head is fucked?
Repeating the question of whether anything will be satisfying.
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