Lyrics
Now I've been feeling lost
Expressing a sense of being lost in life.
And I've been feeling down
Conveying feelings of sadness or low spirits.
Say my heart cold
Describing a perception of emotional coldness.
That's gon turn around
Optimism that the emotional state will improve.
Roll up my feelings smoke em up to ashes
Using smoking as a metaphor for dealing with emotions.
I can be aggressive with it i could be passive
Exploring both aggressive and passive coping mechanisms.
Life on line trynna fix all the damage
Describing efforts to repair life's damage.
Tattoos on my body cover scars no bandage
Highlighting emotional scars covered by tattoos.
Dreamchasing with my dogs cause they real
Chasing dreams with loyal friends.
I can't shed a tear cause they gon turn my heart to steel
Fearing emotional numbness due to vulnerability.
Sometimes i get lost and i feel like its a skill
Getting lost is portrayed as a skill or routine.
Puffing on cloud 9 life got me feeling so surreal
Experiencing a surreal feeling on cloud 9.
Now the love fading
Noticing the fading of love.
And the drugs waiting
Waiting for the escape of drugs.
And i don't think you wanna fall in love with me
Warning against falling in love due to personal struggles.
Dancing with the devil might just fuck with me
Acknowledging the dangers of engaging with negativity.
Long days and longer nights builds animosity
Long days and nights breeding resentment.
Sometimes feeling down, down, down
Reiterating the experience of feeling down.
Some nights i wanna crash out sober
Desiring sobriety on some nights.
Next day we could do it all over
Emphasizing the cyclical nature of life's challenges.
I don't want my heart to turn colder
Fearing a loss of emotional warmth.
Roll up my feelings smoke em up to ashes
Repeating the metaphor of smoking emotions.
I can be aggressive with it i could be passive
Exploring different emotional responses.
Life on line trynna fix all the damage
Continuing efforts to repair damage in life.
Tattoos on my body cover scars no bandage
Reiterating emotional scars covered by tattoos.
Roll up my feelings smoke em up to ashes
Repeating the metaphor of smoking emotions.
I can be aggressive with it i could be passive
Reiterating different emotional responses.
Life on line trynna fix all the damage
Reiterating efforts to repair life's damage.
Tattoos on my body cover scars no bandage
Reiterating emotional scars covered by tattoos.
Please don't fall in love with me I can't waste yo time
Expressing the inability to commit due to personal struggles.
Busy fighting own demons know that I am trying
Battling personal demons while trying to improve.
I know you can hear these words but can you feel it
Questioning the depth of understanding and connection.
Pain just like my money got it stacked up to the ceiling
Comparing pain to the accumulation of money.
Trynna be the best I can so i am healing
Striving to be the best and undergo personal healing.
Started as an angel but you turned me into a demon
Transforming from an angelic to a troubled state.
Lost my halo
Symbolizing a loss of innocence or purity.
Sorry for the way I treated u like A hole
Expressing regret for mistreatment.
Heart so broke but I don't need a cast
Acknowledging emotional pain without seeking pity.
So I pour up with my niggas to forget about the past
Using substances to cope with the past.
Life moving too fast
Feeling overwhelmed by the fast pace of life.
So please don't ever ask
Declining requests for insight into personal struggles.
Feelin' like a rainy day
Comparing emotions to a rainy day, suggesting sadness.
Tears filling up the puddle
Depicting tears accumulating into a puddle.
She tried to take the pain away
Referring to someone attempting to alleviate pain.
Tired of seeing me struggle
Expressing weariness of others witnessing personal struggles.
Roll up my feelings smoke em up to ashes
Repeating the metaphor of smoking emotions.
I can be aggressive with it i could be passive
Reiterating different emotional responses.
Life on line trynna fix all the damage
Reiterating efforts to repair life's damage.
Tattoos on my body cover scars no bandage
Reiterating
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