All the Marbles
Discovering Love's Journey: Along the Way by Allie Colleen
Lyrics
I fucking laugh in your stupid face
I express contempt and amusement in response to your foolishness.
Always thinking to myself you’re a goddamn waste
I often contemplate that you are a significant waste.
What would you give just to get a taste
What would you sacrifice just to experience a small part of what I possess?
Give your fucking life you miserable disgrace
Suggesting a level of disdain, proposing giving up one's life as a response to feeling worthless.
No god can save me, No devil will take me
Expressing a lack of faith in divine entities and a feeling of isolation with oneself, recognizing oneself as the greatest adversary.
I’m alone with me, which is my worst enemy
Emphasizing the internal struggle and self-conflict as the worst enemy.
I’m fishing in the wrong destination
Mentioning a misguided pursuit or effort in an inappropriate direction.
All I seem to catch is riddled with fixation
Reflecting on attracting things marked by obsession or fixation.
Maybe I’m headed straight for damnation
Suggesting a potential path towards condemnation or ruin.
Everyone gather round and watch the crucifixion
Inviting others to witness a symbolic crucifixion, possibly of oneself.
I’m fishing in the wrong destination
Repetition of the theme of misguided efforts and fixation in an inappropriate direction.
All I seem to catch is riddled with fixation
Reiterating the pattern of attracting fixation and the potential for ruin.
Maybe I’m headed straight for damnation
Re-emphasizing the possibility of heading towards condemnation.
Everyone gather round and watch the crucifixion
Repeating the call for others to witness a symbolic crucifixion.
This deck of cards used to be my memories
Metaphorically describing a deck of cards as personal memories.
Flipping through them feels like playing jeopardy
Comparing the act of recalling memories to playing a risky game like jeopardy.
Who is myself for all the fucking marbles
Pondering the self in the context of a high-stakes situation, possibly life's challenges.
Living a goddamn joke that no one should ever marvel
Expressing a sense of living a joke that is not worthy of admiration.
Did you even look, Did you read my book
Questioning if others have truly paid attention or understood one's experiences.
Judgment is a sin, If that’s the case I win
Rejecting the judgment of others and claiming victory in that regard.
You fake ass pussy bitch, I left you in a ditch
Using strong language to express disdain and distance towards someone.
Are you fucking through, No one has time for you
Asserting that the person being addressed is no longer relevant.
No god can save me, No devil will take me
Reiteration of the lack of salvation from divine entities and the isolation with oneself.
I’m alone with me, which is my worst enemy
Reiterating the internal struggle and self-conflict as the worst enemy.
Did you even look, (Did you even look)
Repeating the question about whether others have truly looked into one's experiences.
Did you read my book (Did you read my book)
Repeating the question about whether others have truly read one's story.
“Judgment is a sin” (A sin)
Reiterating the rejection of judgment as a sin.
If that’s the case I win
Reiterating the claim of victory in the absence of judgment.
You fake ass pussy bitch (Pussy bitch)
Using strong language to dismiss someone as fake and unworthy.
I left you in a ditch (A ditch)
Expressing a decisive action of leaving someone in a difficult situation.
Are you fucking through (Shut up!)
Challenging someone's relevance with a strong directive to be quiet.
No one has time for you
Declaring a lack of time or patience for the person being addressed.
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