Rolling the Dice
Breaking the Chains: A Journey of Redemption and Defiance
Lyrics
Take a seat so we can begin to proceed
Inviting someone to start a conversation or discussion.
My minds imprisoned with these thoughts that always haunt me
Expressing a sense of mental imprisonment and haunting thoughts.
I’m tired of always feeling like a slave to the game
Feeling exhausted and enslaved by life's challenges or circumstances.
I can't wait to be smiling standing over your grave
Anticipating a sense of triumph or justice over someone in the future.
Somethings off, I no longer see the same
Experiencing a perceptual change, possibly due to a significant event.
See this flame, Burning when you see my name
Referring to personal intensity and passion associated with one's name.
Shut your face, this bitterness I can taste
Acknowledging bitterness and the tangible taste of negative emotions.
Every single thought I have of you I long to be erased
Expressing a strong desire to forget or eliminate thoughts about someone.
These demons that I face are taking up all my space
Struggling with internal conflicts or personal challenges represented as demons.
The voices always telling me that I should suffocate
Being haunted by inner voices suggesting self-destructive actions.
In these moments they are something that I just embrace
Accepting and embracing challenging moments as part of personal growth.
Cause in the end you’ll always be the disgrace
Stating that a person will always be remembered negatively.
I can not live like this
Expressing a strong dissatisfaction with the current state of life.
Salvation or abomination
Pondering between salvation and being considered an abomination.
A devils ticket for a lengthy reservation
Considering consequences, possibly negative, for actions taken.
I want to take control of my own life
Desiring to take control of one's life and decisions.
The game is over I'm sick and tired of rolling loaded dice
Expressing frustration with the unpredictability of life, symbolized by loaded dice.
Every day I keep on slipping away
Describing a gradual loss of self and identity on a daily basis.
Constantly floating in and out of a dreary daze
Experiencing a detached and dreary state of mind.
Cause life isn't what it's all cracked out to be
Criticizing the disparity between expectations and reality in life.
Or am I trapped in my mind longing to be free
Questioning personal freedom and contemplating mental entrapment.
Fuck
An exclamation, possibly expressing frustration or realization.
Been on this winding road for far to long
Reflecting on a prolonged journey with a sense of belonging to it.
But I'm glad to admit it’s just where I belong
Embracing and accepting the current life situation as fitting.
If you want the truth, its just who I am
Affirming a commitment to authenticity and self-awareness.
And it will be this way until the very end
Declaring a consistent self-identity enduring until the end.
Salvation or abomination
Repeating the contemplation of salvation or being seen as an abomination.
A devils ticket for a lengthy reservation
Reiterating the idea of facing consequences, possibly negative, for one's actions.
I'm in control of my own life
Affirming regained control over personal life and decisions.
The game is over finally no more rolling of crooked dice
Declaring the end of a challenging game and the cessation of unpredictable outcomes.
Every day I keep on slipping away
Describing a continued struggle and gradual detachment from reality.
I'm begging someone please just lift me up from this haze
Pleading for assistance or relief from a confused and obscured mental state.
Cause life isn’t what its all cracked out to be
Reiterating the contrast between idealized and actual life experiences.
But you can break these chains and finally the mind will be free
Expressing the possibility of breaking free from mental constraints.
I'm done with this, I'm done with you
Declaring a definitive end to a challenging situation or relationship.
I'm fucking done with what you put me through
Expressing frustration and exhaustion with someone's actions or influence.
I’ve paid for this, I’ve paid for that
Acknowledging past mistakes or payments for actions taken.
There’s no point to digging in my past
Rejecting the importance of delving into one's past, suggesting a focus on the present.
A lesson lived is a lesson learned
Highlighting the value of learning from lived experiences.
This trust I wont give but you’ll fucking earn
Expressing skepticism and caution in trusting others.
And I’ll scream at the top of my lungs
Announcing a vocal rejection of confiding in anyone.
That I’ll confide in no one
Reiterating a commitment to keep personal matters private and undisclosed.
That I’ll confide in no one
Affirming a decision not to confide in anyone, emphasizing self-reliance.
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