I Am Not Myself
Unveiling the Dark Symphony: I Am Not Myself by A Thousand Voices
Lyrics
I am not myself
Expresses a feeling of disconnection from one's true self.
You are the product of a murderer
Suggests being shaped or influenced negatively by someone who has caused harm.
You take my name and you drag it all over the place
Feeling of having one's reputation or identity tarnished by someone else.
Don’t you know that I am humble?
Asserting a humble nature despite external perceptions.
This will never be the last words I speak
Emphasizes an ongoing expression or conversation, not final words.
Last words I speak
Reiteration of the preceding line, reinforcing the ongoing nature of expression.
So, then it comes to
Transition to a new thought or situation.
I spend every single day in my head
Describes spending excessive time contemplating or overthinking.
I live each day in fucking regret
Living with deep remorse and sorrow for past actions.
Go tell them I am not the same today
Desire for others to acknowledge a change in oneself.
Same today
Reiteration emphasizing the desire for recognition of personal change.
I spend every fucking day crying from the inside you are the ones who made me this way
Blaming others for internal pain and suffering.
I am the disposable
Feeling insignificant, easily discarded.
I am the one
Asserting one's individuality despite feeling disposable.
It’s like I’m standing on thin ice
Sense of precariousness or vulnerability in one's situation.
This is your final warning
Issuing a severe warning or threat to others.
I’ll take your life and I’ll drag it all over the place
Threatening to tarnish someone else's reputation or identity.
You don’t know what you’re fighting for
Highlighting a lack of understanding or clarity about personal motivations.
You don’t know what I’m fucking made off
Asserting one's unknown or hidden qualities.
I am not myself
Reiteration of feeling disconnected from oneself.
No conscience
Expressing a lack of guilt or moral awareness.
No predictions
Denoting an absence of foreseeing future events or consequences.
There’s nothing here for me
Feeling of emptiness or lack of purpose.
I’m gonna watch it all burn
Desire to witness destruction or chaos.
And take you back to hell
Intent to bring suffering or pain to someone else.
I spend every single day in my head
Repetition of excessive introspection and regret.
I live each day in fucking regret
Continued living with deep remorse and sorrow.
Go and tell them I am not the same today
Desire for acknowledgment of personal change, reiteration.
Same today
Reinforcing the desire for recognition of personal transformation.
I spend every fucking day crying from the inside you are the ones who made me this way
Blaming others for internal pain and suffering, repetition.
I am the disposable
Feeling easily disposable or insignificant, repetition.
I am the one
Reaffirmation of one's individuality despite feeling disposable.
No no no no no no
Strongly rejecting something.
Look at me
Requesting attention to observe the negative transformation.
Look at the mess that I’ve become
Acknowledging personal deterioration or chaos.
Instability
Describing a state of lack of stability or balance.
This is the place where my life will end
Implies an acceptance or resignation towards an impending end.
Drag it all over the place
Threatening to tarnish someone else's reputation or identity, repetition.
Look into my eyes and you’ll see nothing
Asserting a lack of emotion or depth in one's eyes.
Look into heart and you’ll find nothing
Stating a lack of emotional substance within oneself.
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