Seeker
Seeker's Struggle: Battling Demons, Searching for Hope
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I'm sick of everyday being the same thing
I feel frustrated with the monotony of my daily life.
I'm tired of living out this life and nothing's
I'm exhausted from living a life where nothing is evolving or improving.
Nothing's changing
I'm stuck in a situation where there is no change.
I've taken a long look at life
I've carefully examined life.
I've seen my friends become my worst enemies
I've witnessed my friends turn into my enemies.
I've seen the world become a victim to disease
The world has succumbed to disease, and I've observed it.
Never choosing to believe what I see
I refuse to accept what I see.
The devil has his hooks in me and he just won't let me leave
I am under the influence of evil, and it's hard to break free.
He won't let me leave
The malevolent force doesn't allow me to escape.
He won't let me.
I am trapped and unable to break free.
I've been through hell and back and you were nowhere to be found
I've faced extreme challenges, and you were absent during those times.
You always had an act for letting me
You consistently let me down.
down. Down
You continuously disappointed me.
Down
You repeatedly let me down.
So where the fuck are you now?
I'm questioning your presence now.
So where the fuck are you
Where are you?
Now?
Right now, where are you?
These feelings of hopelessness attacking the only good that's left in my mind
Feelings of despair are attacking the only positivity remaining in my mind.
It's only a matter of time
It's only a matter of time before my hidden nightmares resurface.
Before these nightmares I hide
Those nightmares are waiting to control me again.
Make their way back inside and try to control me
Trying to hide
The devil is within me, observing and influencing me.
But the devils inside and he's watching over me
The evil force is watching over me.
Watching over me
It's constantly overseeing me.
Fuck
Expressing frustration or despair.
Believing that I could somehow come back to reality
I believe that I can return to reality somehow.
Praying to someone who has never looked out for me
I pray to someone who has never protected or watched over me.
Is it true what they say that people never change
Is it true that people never change?
because I'm losing hope in feeling that things will never change
I'm losing hope that things will ever change.
Is it true what they say that people never change
Is the belief that people never change justified?
because I'm losing hope in feeling that things will never fucking
I'm losing hope that things will ever change.
What the fuck?
Expressing frustration or confusion.
Chasing my demons
I'm actively confronting my inner demons.
No one to believe in
There is no one to have faith in.
Chasing my demons
Continuing to confront my inner demons.
No one to believe in
Still, there is no one to trust or believe in.
I have no one to believe in
I lack someone to have faith in.
I'm sick of everyday
I'm tired of the repetitive nature of everyday life.
Being the fucking same
Every day feels the same, and it's frustrating.
I'm tired of living this life and nothings changing
I'm weary of this unchanging life.
Nothings changing
Nothing is evolving or improving.
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