chasing bliss
Chasing Bliss: A Journey Through Love, Loss, and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Looking back now I knew it Would end
Reflecting on the past, realizing it was destined to end.
I could never stop running all I Did was pretend that
Expressing an inability to stop running and pretending that everything was fine.
Everything was fine and there Was nothing to mend
Denying problems, claiming there was nothing to mend in the relationship.
I need a godsend baby cause I'm Out of my head
Seeking a miraculous solution as the speaker feels mentally overwhelmed.
If I knew things would end like This
Regretting not foreseeing the ending and the subsequent emotional struggle.
I wouldn't spend spare time Smoking,
Acknowledging unwise choices, specifically, spending time smoking.
Chasing bliss
Engaging in the pursuit of happiness or contentment (bliss).
A quick cover-up bowl
Using a quick cover-up, possibly a distraction, to alleviate emotional pain.
To make the pain go
Desiring relief from emotional distress.
But how can I grow
Questioning personal growth while numbing emotional pain.
When I'm numbing it?
Expressing difficulty in personal development while avoiding emotional pain.
I know what you would say
Anticipating a hypothetical response from someone important, possibly a breakup.
"I'm better off without you"
Being told that the speaker is better off without someone, possibly a former partner.
But what if you had stayed?
Considering an alternative scenario where the person stayed, pondering missed opportunities.
Maybe our dreams would've Come true
Imagining a positive outcome if dreams with the person had come true.
I'm dancing in the rain
Symbolizing a desire for freedom and expression, dancing in the rain.
I wish I could see you again
Expressing a wish to see the person again, indicating longing or nostalgia.
My mind's playing tricks on me
Experiencing confusion or deception in the mind.
I thought we were meant to be
Believing in a destined connection that didn't come to fruition.
Now that we're history
Accepting the end of the relationship, acknowledging it as part of history.
I'd do it again
Expressing a willingness to go through the experience again, despite the pain.
Nowadays holding onto Nothing but fear
Currently holding onto fear, possibly of emotional vulnerability.
Praying one second it would Just disappear
Praying for a sudden relief or resolution to the emotional struggle.
Dark thoughts been caving my Mind in for years
Experiencing persistent negative thoughts over an extended period.
Didn't think that I was ever Gonna make it to here
Surprising oneself by overcoming challenges and reaching the present state.
If I knew things would end like This
Repeating the regret of not anticipating the relationship's end.
I wouldn't spend spare time Smoking,
Acknowledging unwise choices, specifically, spending time smoking.
Chasing bliss
Engaging in the pursuit of happiness or contentment (bliss).
A quick cover-up bowl
Using a quick cover-up, possibly a distraction, to alleviate emotional pain.
To make the pain go
Desiring relief from emotional distress.
But how can I grow
Questioning personal growth while numbing emotional pain.
When I'm numbing it?
Expressing difficulty in personal development while avoiding emotional pain.
I'm dancing in the rain
Symbolizing a desire for freedom and expression, dancing in the rain.
I wish I could see you again
Expressing a wish to see the person again, indicating longing or nostalgia.
My mind's playing tricks on me
Experiencing confusion or deception in the mind.
I thought we were meant to be
Believing in a destined connection that didn't come to fruition.
Now that we're history
Accepting the end of the relationship, acknowledging it as part of history.
I'd do it again
Expressing a willingness to go through the experience again, despite the pain.
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