Lyrics
I don't know how it feels like
Uncertainty about experiencing love and being with someone like the subject
To be in love, to be with someone like you
Reiteration of not understanding the feeling of being comfortable and natural like the subject
I don't know how it feels like
Continued uncertainty about the sensations of trust and ease exhibited by the subject
To be comfortable, to be so natural like you
Desire to appear fine externally despite feeling emotionally distressed internally
I always pretend to be okay
Acting okay outwardly while feeling emotional turmoil akin to rain inside
But deep down all I feel is rain
Struggling internally with emotions, attempting to hide personal issues
All I can do is keep my shit away
Trying to keep personal problems at bay, perhaps to protect others or oneself
And I hope this won't happen again
Hopeful that the distressing situation won't recur
Thought I was over it but its still in my mind again
Thinking the problem was resolved but finding it persisting in the mind
And things still bother me like they used to do
Issues from the past still affecting the present
I'm never gonna go back
Determination not to return to a previous state
because my mind's running downtime
The mind is preoccupied or occupied with negative thoughts
And things still bothers me like they used to do
Repetition of past issues continuing to cause distress
Thought I was over it but its still in my mind again
Realization that the problem persists despite believing it was resolved
And things still bother me like they used to do
Old problems still exerting an impact on emotions
I'm never gonna go back
Firm resolution not to revisit the past state of mind
because my mind's running downtime
Reiteration of a preoccupied or troubled mental state
And things still bothers me like they used to do
Continued disturbance from previous issues
I don't know how it feels like
Uncertainty about experiencing trust similar to the subject's betrayal
To trust someone and that person turns like you
Not understanding the feeling of patience and dedication shown by the subject
I don't know how it feels like
Desire to have a genuinely enjoyable time
To have so much patience, who gives so much time like you
Yearning for relaxation symbolized by a full glass of wine
I'm just trying to have a really good time
Attempting to manage personal issues for a pleasant experience
All I want is a full glass of wine
Seeking solace or comfort in a simple pleasure like a glass of wine
All I can do is keep my shit away
Similarity with previous lines, attempting to keep personal problems aside
And I hope this won't happen again
Hope that a distressing situation won't repeat
Thought I was over it but its still in my mind again
Continued presence of a thought believed to have been resolved
And things still bother me like they used to do
Residual impact of past issues on present emotions
I'm never gonna go back
Firm determination not to regress to a former state of mind
because my mind's running downtime
Continuation of a preoccupied or troubled mental state
And things still bothers me like they used to do
Repetition of the persistence of past problems causing distress
Thought I was over it but its still in my mind again
Recognition that the problem endures despite attempts to resolve it
And things still bother me like they used to do
Continued impact of historical issues on present emotional state
I'm never gonna go back
Firm decision not to revert to a previous state of mind
because my mind's running downtime
Reiteration of a preoccupied or troubled mental state
And things still bothers me like they used to do
Continued disturbance caused by past issues
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