Gouged Out
Unveiling the Battle Within: Gouged Out by Abated Mass of Flesh
Lyrics
Trapped within Your eyes
Feeling confined or trapped within the perspective or gaze of someone else, possibly a higher authority or deity.
Between fear and shame
Caught between feelings of fear and shame, struggling with conflicting emotions.
This part of me
This aspect of the self, likely a hidden or suppressed part.
Hid in my apathy
Concealed within a state of indifference or lack of emotion.
Transmission lost
Communication or connection is disrupted or broken.
As vile thoughts consume me
Being consumed by repulsive or unpleasant thoughts.
These binding scales
Constraints or limitations that are spiritually binding.
And grace You've given clearly
Recognition of the grace or divine favor provided, though it's evident.
What more than to acquire
A desire for something more or greater than what is currently possessed.
When I have nothing left
Feeling completely depleted or having nothing left to give.
Barrier of disgust
A figurative wall of repulsion or intense dislike.
And a hatred sealed within
Strong animosity or deep-seated resentment that is firmly sealed within.
Provoking thoughts
Thoughts that incite or stimulate a reaction, potentially negative.
Bind me to myself
Feeling bound or restricted by one's own thoughts, emotions, or actions.
Dismantled, withered
Emotionally broken down or weakened, contrasting greatly with the concept of mercy.
In contrast to Your mercy
Being dismantled or degraded in comparison to the mercy received from a higher power or entity.
Show me how to love
A plea or request to be taught how to love in a manner consistent with the higher power's ideals.
Into the images of Your making
Desire to emulate or be transformed into the likeness of the higher power's creation.
Show me how to die
Asking for guidance on how to die metaphorically, likely in surrender or submission to the higher power.
Receiving in Your taking
Receiving or accepting in the act of surrendering to the higher power's will.
Creation will groan
The world or existence expressing pain or longing in anticipation of a new reign or era.
Anticipating this new reign
Expectation of a new order or rule, possibly from a higher power, amidst suffering and deceit.
Through afflicting deception
Experiencing deceit or falsehood through affliction or suffering.
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