circling back
Unveiling Heartache: Abby Moeller's 'Circling Back' Chronicles Love's Illusions
Lyrics
I don't exist throughout the day
I feel invisible or unnoticed during the day.
But you remember me at night
You only remember or think about me at night.
You tell me what I want to hear
You say things I want to hear, even if they're not true.
I go along when I know it's not right
I go along with your words even when I know they are wrong.
This shit I can't seem to fight
I struggle to resist or fight against this situation.
But I should've known that I wasn't enough
I should have realized that I wasn't sufficient or fulfilling.
There's one thing you want and it's not love
You desire something, but it's not love.
The hours of sleep I've lost on you
I've lost valuable sleep thinking about you.
The time I spent trying not to lose The attention I'm taking (leads to)
The time and effort I put into gaining attention lead to...
The choices I'm making (with you)
The choices I make, especially in connection with you.
It's all circling back now
All the issues are coming back full circle.
I keep forgetting how
I keep forgetting how bad it was initially.
Bad it was at the beginnin'
Reflecting on the negative aspects from the start.
So why can't my heart leave him
Despite the difficulties, my heart struggles to move on.
I haven't talked to you in months
There has been a long period of no communication.
Still giving in to what you want
Still yielding to your desires despite the distance.
I know you'll disappear again
Anticipating your disappearance once again.
But for now I'm the convenient one
For now, I am the convenient or accessible one.
This shit has gone on too long
This situation has persisted for too long.
But I should've known that I wasn't enough
I should have realized my inadequacy earlier.
There's one thing you want and it's not love
You desire something, but it's not love (repeated).
The hours of sleep I've lost on you
I've lost valuable sleep thinking about you (repeated).
The time I spent trying not to lose The attention I'm taking (leads to)
The time and effort I put into gaining attention lead to... (repeated).
The choices I'm making (with you)
The choices I make, especially in connection with you (repeated).
It's all circling back now
All the issues are coming back full circle (repeated).
I keep forgetting how
I keep forgetting how bad it was initially (repeated).
Bad it was at the beginnin'
Reflecting on the negative aspects from the start (repeated).
So why can't my heart leave him
Despite the difficulties, my heart struggles to move on (repeated).
You gave me all the reasons on why I should be leaving
You provided reasons why I should leave, but I haven't.
The hours of sleep I've lost on you
I've lost valuable sleep thinking about you (repeated).
The time I spent trying not to lose
The time and effort I put into gaining attention lead to... (repeated).
The attention I'm taking (leads to)
The choices I make, especially in connection with you (repeated).
The choices I'm making (with you)
All the issues are coming back full circle (repeated).
I'm done circling back now
I'm done revisiting the past and its problems.
Finally realizing how
Finally realizing how bad it was initially.
Bad it was at the beginnin'
Reflecting on the negative aspects from the start (repeated).
So now my heart can leave him
Now, my heart can move on from the past.
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