Bleeding Lilac
Bleeding Lilac: A Raw Journey through Heartbreak and Self-Redemption
Lyrics
You took my pride
You have taken away my pride.
You took my youth
You have taken away my youth.
You took safety from my bedroom
You have invaded the sense of safety in my bedroom.
You broke my heart
You have broken my heart.
You wrecked my health
You have damaged my health.
You make me wanna kill myself
You make me feel so overwhelmed that I contemplate self-harm.
Doin' all the shit I told you not to (not to)
You are engaging in actions that I explicitly advised against.
Working on forgivin' me for you (for you)
I am working on forgiving myself for you.
You made me hateful and bleak
You have turned me into a person filled with hate and despair.
Drained me completely it's hard to believe
You have drained me entirely, and it's difficult to believe.
You, you
Referring to the person causing the pain.
It leads back to u, u
The pain and suffering always lead back to you.
After you I wasn't the same
I have changed after being with you.
Hung up on all of your pain
I am fixated on all the pain you caused.
You got me convinced no one could love me after this damage
You have convinced me that no one could love me after the damage you inflicted.
You reprogrammed me caused me to be scared of the planet
You have reprogrammed me, instilling fear of the world.
You ingrained absolute atrocities
You have deeply embedded atrocious thoughts or actions.
You made it hard to be nice to me
You have made it challenging for me to be kind to myself.
You approved the notion I'm not human I'm a hobby
You have validated the idea that I am not human, but rather a mere pastime.
You agreed I'm not a girl I'm a warm body
You have agreed that I am not a person but just a physical entity.
You didn't care for me
You did not care for me.
You didn't want me
You did not desire me.
You had to get high to say you're sorry
You had to be under the influence to apologize.
Doin' all the shit that I want to (I want to)
You are engaging in actions that I desire.
Workin' on healing me from you (from you)
I am working on recovering from the impact you had on me.
You made me hateful and bleak
You have turned me into a person filled with hate and despair.
Drained me completely it's hard to believe
You have drained me entirely, and it's difficult to believe.
You, you
Referring to the person causing the pain.
It leads back to u, it's true
The pain and suffering always lead back to you, and it's true.
After you I wasn't the same
I have changed after being with you.
Hung up on all of your pain
I am fixated on all the pain you caused.
You, you
Referring to the person causing the pain.
It leads back to u
The pain and suffering always lead back to you.
After you I wasn't the same
I have changed after being with you.
Hung up on all of your pain
I am fixated on all the pain you caused.
Pain
Repetition of "Pain," emphasizing the enduring suffering.
Pain
-Pain
-Pain
-Pain
-
Comment