Lyrics
Run for cover, I don't wanna wonder
Expressing a desire to avoid a situation and the uncertainty it brings.
Scenes play out of you lyin' with another
Imagery of scenes where the person is being unfaithful.
I'm just jealous of you lyin' to another
Admitting jealousy about the partner's deceit with someone else.
Bonded by the trauma, know I'm just a number
Feeling like just a statistic, connected through shared emotional wounds.
Know I had a line that you crossed
Referring to a boundary that was crossed in the relationship.
Love the only way to kill a boss
Suggesting that love is the only way to overcome challenges.
Look like you're a model but
Acknowledging external beauty while hinting at a deeper, hidden side.
I've seen your centerfold
Having seen a revealing image or aspect of the person.
Yeah
Confirmation or agreement with a statement.
That heart you've got inside you is
Contrasting the apparent goodness with an internal reality that is not valuable.
The furthest thing from gold
Describing the heart as not precious or pure.
Waters rush in, I've been drownin' in it
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions, possibly related to a past trauma.
Not sure what love is, having trouble with it
Expressing confusion and difficulty in understanding love.
Wonder if I ever knew what
Reflecting on a lack of clarity about what was sought in a relationship.
I was searching for
Questioning the purpose or fulfillment in the search for something.
But everything's that bad for me has
Negative aspects seem to be manifesting in the person's life.
Shown up at my door
Undesirable circumstances are becoming apparent in the person's life.
I give up none of this adding up
Expressing frustration with things not making sense or adding up.
That body deadly to me
Describing the partner's body as dangerously attractive.
Your touch is cancerous
Characterizing the partner's touch as harmful like cancer.
You push me to the edge
Pushed to the limit by the partner, possibly causing emotional eruption.
Get mad when I erupt
Expressing frustration and anger when reaching a breaking point.
I'm one foot out the door
Contemplating leaving the relationship.
I'm so done feeling stuck, yeah
Feeling fed up with being stuck in a situation.
I'm done acting like it's all love
Deciding not to pretend that everything is based on love.
Waitin' on an outcome I ain't gonna see
Anticipating an outcome that won't be favorable.
I'm done dying on the inside
Expressing inner pain and emotional suffering.
Watch you crack a smile every
Observing the partner's happiness at the speaker's expense.
Time you see me bleed
Highlighting the partner's lack of empathy when witnessing the speaker's pain.
I can't be honest with you, yeah
Expressing an inability to be truthful in the relationship.
Can't be honest with you, yeah
Repeated emphasis on the difficulty of being honest.
Can't be honest with you, yeah
Continued emphasis on the challenge of honesty in the relationship.
Can't be honest with you, yeah
Reiteration of the struggle to be truthful in the relationship.
Tell me I'm wrong for feeling that way
Seeking validation for feeling a certain way.
Tell me I'm wrong for feeling this pain
Asking for acknowledgment of the legitimacy of emotional pain.
Sorry my heart still works and
Expressing sorrow for still having a functioning heart and prioritizing the partner.
For putting you first
Acknowledging a past act of prioritizing the partner over oneself.
You put me on that pedestal 'til
Recalling a time when the speaker was elevated but eventually faced downfall.
You put me in dirt
Highlighting the contrast between being praised and ultimately mistreated.
Yeah
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