Antisocial
Embracing Solitude: Abstrakt Sonance & Flowdan's Antisocial Anthem
Lyrics
Antisocial, never show emotion
Antisocial, avoiding displaying emotions publicly.
Antisocial, so I do my ting local
Prefer to operate within a local context, away from social engagement.
Antisocial, never see me get emotional
Avoiding emotional expression in general.
Antisocial, I don't like people, people don't like me
Disliking people and reciprocating dislike from others.
First things first man a sinner
Identifying as a sinner from the outset.
Church never worked, the masjid was like a ringer
Religious institutions provided no solace.
I don't even like when I look into the mirror
Displeasure with self-reflection in the mirror.
Survival of the fittest got me tryna be a winner
Striving to be a winner due to survival instincts.
Solo, one son, when mummy cook dinner
Living independently, referencing cooking dinner for oneself.
Now manaman I'm living like a gorilla
Living assertively, akin to a gorilla.
I don't give a fuck what you heard bout
Indifference to rumors or gossip about oneself.
Because when your time to go I won't be crying you a river
No mourning for others when their time comes to an end.
Anti and paranoid, I'm that
Being both anti-social and paranoid.
Phonebook full of enemies I know my killer
Aware of enemies, conscious of potential threats.
Watch em smile and pretend it's all ratings
Observing others' insincere smiles and feigned approval.
But glad for your failings, its cool because ive never been bitter
Not resentful of others' failures.
Big mak 11 or the 4 5 spinna
Reference to weapons like Mak 11 or 4 5 spinner.
Could put me in a grave but a snake would do it quicker
A snake (traitor) poses a quicker threat than death.
Circle haffi tight like a miser
Emphasizing the need for a tight-knit circle.
I set my reminder, they wanna see me burn like a clipper
Awareness of potential betrayal, ready to face challenges.
Antisocial, never show emotion
Reiteration of being antisocial and emotionally reserved.
Antisocial, so I do my ting local
Preference for local interactions over broader social engagements.
Antisocial, never see me get emotional
Continued emphasis on emotional restraint.
Antisocial, I don't like people, people don't like me
Reiteration of disliking and being disliked by people.
They wanna see me burn for my fuckry
Others wish negative consequences for the speaker's actions.
I'm still tryna figure how I can earn from my fuckry
Seeking a way to profit from unconventional behavior.
Anti, even with the ones who say they love me
Experiencing betrayal even from those who claim to love.
I know I'm not the only bumba'ol inna this country
Feeling a shared sense of struggle within the country.
I feel it every time I step into the public
Experiencing judgment and scrutiny in public spaces.
Rain, sleet or snow a couple days will get sunkissed
Enduring challenges, weathering various conditions.
It's love when you check the face value
Recognizing true intentions when examining others.
Pretend you can't see If you wanna see em rise to the surface
Suggesting ignorance to avoid acknowledging hidden problems.
Demons, different kind of serpents
Acknowledging the presence of malevolent forces.
Scheming but none of them are merkers
People plotting, but none of them are actual threats.
I've seen it and I wasn't looking for a purpose
Witnessing life without actively seeking a purpose.
Spectating but still a part of the circus
Being part of a chaotic situation while remaining detached.
Bad habits and addiction can make you feel worthless
Addressing struggles with harmful habits and their impact on self-worth.
Especially when they're telling you to be the perfect person
Pressure to conform to societal expectations of perfection.
Solitary is beautiful and priceless
Finding beauty and value in solitude.
Perfect silence is how I'm gunna face my judgment
Preparing for judgment in a state of perfect silence.
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