Demons
Navigating Shadows: Ad Infinitum's Demons Unveiled
Lyrics
I know how pain can talk to me
I am familiar with how pain communicates with me.
I remember how hate can make me feel
I recall how the emotion of hate can strongly affect my emotions.
When lights go down
When the environment becomes dark or challenging.
Sometimes these states of mind
At times, certain mental states can impair my ability to hear and see.
Make me deaf and blind
These challenging states can make me oblivious and unresponsive.
But what goes around comes back around
Actions and consequences are interconnected.
Pain! Burns! Me!
I experience intense suffering!
Help me in my darkest moments, help me when I fall
Request for assistance during difficult moments and falls.
When I lose myself in this hopeless blackhole
Referring to losing oneself in a situation of deep despair.
I believe revenge is not my way
Rejecting the idea of seeking revenge as a solution.
I believe no one flies close to the sun without getting burnt
Belief that taking risks often leads to negative consequences.
I hate when it brings me to my worst
Disliking the impact of hate on one's emotional state.
So ashamed of this weakness, I feel cursed
Feeling deep shame and a sense of being cursed due to weakness.
When lights come back
When clarity returns after a difficult period.
I suddenly realise
Realization that the suffering was not justified.
It wasn't worth the cries
Expressing the realization that the pain was not worth the emotional distress.
Hey! I'm allowed to be human
Asserting the right to experience human emotions.
Remember the day my eyes turned black
Recalling a moment when emotions turned dark and intense.
Dark desire there is no turning back
Acknowledging a powerful and unrestrained desire.
Don't push me to the edge of control
A plea not to be pushed to the limits of self-control.
I might aim at your weakness if I fall
A warning that if pushed, one might exploit the weaknesses of others in response.
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