Lyrics
I just wanna change
I desire transformation or improvement in myself.
But that seems impossible like I'm
It feels difficult to achieve, as if I'm facing obstacles.
Chained to who I am
I feel restricted or bound to my current identity.
I just wanna run away
Expressing a wish to escape from current circumstances.
Layin' here in this bed
Lying in bed, possibly in a state of contemplation or distress.
Tryna find peace inside my head
Attempting to find inner peace amidst internal struggles.
Tryna sleep but i feel like
Difficulty sleeping, feeling burdened or weighed down.
There's lead on my chest
Sensation of heaviness on the chest, possibly metaphorical for emotional burden.
I just wanna run away
Reiteration of the desire to escape from current circumstances.
Layin' here in this bed
Similar to line 6, emphasizing the feeling of being stuck.
Overthinking every thing I've said
Overanalyzing and dwelling on past actions and decisions.
Overthinking and replaying all of my mistakes
Continuation of overthinking, particularly focused on mistakes.
I just want change be a better man
Expressing a desire for positive change to become a better person.
I feel so lost when I'm like
Feeling lost when not pursuing personal growth.
I can never be better than you i feel
Expressing a sense of inadequacy compared to others.
I just wanna grow old have a wifey and home
Desire for a stable life with a family and personal belongings.
Have a pot to piss in
An expression of wanting basic necessities and possessions.
Something to call my own
Desire for ownership and stability in life.
But I'm terrified that imma reminisce for
Fearful of nostalgically looking back on life in the future.
The rest of my life be 65 in my grave
Concern about being stuck in regretful thoughts in old age.
Still be the same man i am today
Fear of remaining the same person until the end of life.
It terrifies me to my core
Intense fear, possibly related to personal shortcomings.
Please God help me to be more
Seeking divine assistance for personal growth.
I just wanna change be a better man
Reiteration of the desire to become a better person.
Yeah i feel so lost when I'm like
Emphasizing the feeling of being lost when not improving.
I can never be better than who I am
Expressing a belief that personal improvement is challenging.
I feel
An emotional response to the perceived limitations of self.
I just wanna change i just feel, chained
Expressing a strong desire for change and improvement.
I just wanna change i just feel, chained
Reiteration of the feeling of being constrained or restricted.
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