Lyrics
Though I owe you,
Expressing a sense of owing something.
I owe you no allegiance
Asserting independence and lack of allegiance.
But I still feel guilty for the things that I have done
Feeling guilt for past actions despite lack of allegiance.
These past fifteen days
Reflecting on events that occurred in the past fifteen days.
It was easy
Describing a situation that was effortless or uncomplicated.
To just let it happen
Allowing events to unfold without resistance.
I've been with people who sing gorgeous songs
Being in the company of people who create beautiful music.
While you're just ringing in my ear
Despite being with others, thoughts of someone specific linger.
And filling with envy
Experiencing feelings of envy.
Who will you turn to now?
Pondering who the person will turn to now.
It was your decision I won't hear you
Acknowledging a decision that resulted in not hearing someone.
With hating and screaming still ringing in my ear
Recalling negative emotions persisting in memory.
You threw me away
Feeling discarded or rejected.
Away to the jackals
Being in a difficult or challenging situation.
But the jackals they showed me a good time
Finding unexpected positivity in a challenging situation.
While you're just ringing in my ear
Thoughts of someone continue to linger despite positive experiences.
I toasted marshmallows
Engaging in enjoyable and simple activities.
While you burned our bridges down
Contrasting personal experiences with the destruction caused by someone else.
And I looked at landscapes that I had forgotten
Rediscovering forgotten landscapes illuminated by a fire.
Lit up by the fire
Describing an illuminated scene caused by a fire.
And filling with envy
Experiencing feelings of envy again.
Who will you turn to now?
Questioning who the person will seek support from now.
It was your decision I won't hear you
Reiterating the impact of a decision on communication.
With hating and screaming still ringing in my ear
Recalling lingering negative emotions and noise in memory.
It's a sunny September
Describing a pleasant September day with vivid colors.
The colors are bright here
Emphasizing brightness and beauty despite personal struggles.
And the birds sing of beautiful places
Noticing the beauty in nature while thoughts of someone persist.
While you are just ringing in my ear
Despite external beauty, thoughts of someone continue to trouble the mind.
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