Lyrics
You used to be apart of me everyday
You used to be a part of my daily life
I was so blind to assume you'd stay
I was oblivious to the possibility that you might leave
I was afraid of you to leave
I feared the idea of you departing
I just wanna close my eyes and run away
I just want to escape and avoid facing the reality
You left me alone on the floor of demoniacal land
You abandoned me in a nightmarish place
But it takes forever for me to forget about it
It takes an exceptionally long time for me to move on from it
It had to much frantic and pain that I couldn't stand
The experience was filled with chaos and pain that I couldn't endure
You're so deceiving just like the Motherland
You are deceitful, much like a treacherous homeland
Wish I had never left this cave
I regret leaving the safety of my previous existence
A beautiful television dream you were
You were a captivating illusion, like a beautiful dream on television
As if I traded my soul to those Russian dolls
It feels like I've sacrificed my essence for something illusory
Feeling smaller day by day
I feel increasingly diminished with each passing day
You left me alone on the floor of demoniacal land
You abandoned me in a nightmarish place (repeated)
But it takes forever for me to forget about it
It takes an exceptionally long time for me to move on from it (repeated)
It had to much frantic and pain that I couldn't stand
The experience was filled with chaos and pain that I couldn't endure (repeated)
You're so deceiving just like the Motherland
You are deceitful, much like a treacherous homeland (repeated)
Oh, sweet motherland
Expressing a sense of longing or attachment to a homeland
How did we end up in the same place?
Reflecting on how both ended up in a similar situation
With your callous reprimand
Your harsh criticism takes away my sense of beauty and grace
Takes away my lovely grace
Describing the impact of the homeland's actions on the speaker's well-being
Can never understand
An expression of the speaker's inability to comprehend the situation
Trying to comprehend
Attempting to understand the circumstances
I'm a lonely man
Feeling isolated and lonely
Come and find me
An invitation or plea for someone to find and connect with the speaker
I need a hand
Expressing a need for support or assistance
To hold
The speaker desires a comforting and supportive presence
To hold
Repetition emphasizing the speaker's desire for connection and comfort
I just wanna feel like I'm home
Expressing a longing to feel a sense of belonging and comfort
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