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Another day I don't wanna wake up
Expressing reluctance to start a new day.
I wanna stay in my bed
Desire to remain in bed, possibly to avoid challenges.
Restless nights from getting wiser
Restless nights indicate a process of gaining wisdom.
All these thoughts in my head
Overwhelmed by numerous thoughts occupying the mind.
I know there's upsides
Acknowledgment of positive aspects of self-awareness.
To being self aware
Recognition of the benefits of being conscious of oneself.
But I've seen too much
Feeling burdened by witnessing too much, desiring care.
I just want someone to care
Expressing a deep need for someone to care.
The role I'm playing getting tired
Fatigue from the role being played in life.
Wish it was based more on me
Wishing for a life based more on personal desires.
Sick of going through these motions
Frustration with repetitive, meaningless actions.
What do it mean to be free?
Questioning the true meaning of freedom.
If I could just learn to stop appeasing
Desire to stop pleasing others and focus on oneself.
Would my loved ones be there
Wondering if loved ones would still be present without appeasement.
Don't want a room full of extras
Preference for genuine connections over superficial ones.
I just want someone to care
Reiterating the need for someone to care.
And I could chase
Considering the option of pursuing a negative outcome.
A bitter ending
Exploring the possibility of a challenging or harsh conclusion.
Or I could take my time
Weighing the option of taking time to make decisions.
And I could leave
Contemplating leaving a situation abruptly.
Straight for an exit
Considering the alternative of healing the mind.
Or heal this mind of mine
Choosing personal growth and mental healing over a quick exit.
I never wanted to feel like this
Expressing an unwanted emotional state.
I never wanted to feel
Reiteration of not wanting to feel a particular way.
I never wanted to feel like this
Emphasizing the undesired emotional experience.
I never wanted to feel
Repeating the aversion to a specific emotional state.
And I could chase
Revisiting the option of pursuing a negative outcome.
A bitter ending
Reconsidering the possibility of a challenging conclusion.
Or I could take my time
Reiterating the consideration of taking time for decisions.
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