Lyrics
Trying hard to force a smile
Expressing difficulty in putting on a happy face.
I can't fake it anymore
Unable to pretend any longer.
All dressed up to go out somewhere
Dressed up for an outing but regrets not staying home.
But I wish I stayed at home
Expressing a desire to avoid the current situation.
So I'll make an excuse to leave the room
Creating a reason to exit a noisy environment.
It's too loud
Describing the loudness as a reason for leaving.
And I'll contemplate
Reflecting on the decision to leave and contemplating.
How long I can wait
Considering how long one can endure and wait.
And keep my mouth shut
Deciding to keep quiet instead of expressing feelings.
And I don't wanna be here as much as you do
Not wanting to be present as much as the other person.
You do
Reiterating the lack of desire to be present.
And I don't wanna be here as much as you do
Repeating the sentiment of not wanting to be there.
And I'll contemplate
Reflecting on the duration one can pretend.
How long i can fake
Considering how long the act of faking can be sustained.
And keep my mouth shut
Choosing to keep quiet and not express true feelings.
And I'll contemplate
Reflecting on the time one can endure and wait silently.
How long i can wait
Considering how long one can maintain silence and wait.
And keep my mouth shut
Choosing to keep quiet despite the internal struggle.
And I'll stare at the floor and leave the room
Opting to stare at the floor and leave the room silently.
And I'll stare at the floor can't look at you
Avoiding eye contact by staring at the floor.
And I don't wanna be here as much as you do
Reiterating the lack of desire to be present.
You do
Confirming the mutual sentiment of not wanting to be there.
And I don't wanna be here as much as you
Repeating the lack of desire to be present.
You do
Confirming the mutual sentiment of not wanting to be there.
And I'll contemplate
Reflecting on the time it will take to finally leave.
How long it will take
Considering how much time it will take to make an exit.
To leave
Expressing a desire to leave the current situation.
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