Lose My Head
Balancing the Weight: After Hour Animals Unveil the Struggle Within
Lyrics
Behold the beast
Expressing recognition or acknowledgment of something ominous or challenging.
I'm going rouge again
Choosing a rebellious or independent path once again.
To be alone with every thought I have
Desiring solitude to examine and process one's thoughts.
So I can second guess
Analyzing situations after the fact, creating doubts or uncertainties.
I find it easier to cope
Finding it easier to manage or deal with difficulties.
When I'm on hangin' on to hope
Feeling better by maintaining optimism or positive expectations.
That maybe one day I can wake up and say
Aspiring for a future where the effort invested yields a worthwhile outcome.
The payout was worth the wait
Hoping that the reward justifies the time spent waiting.
I always lose my head
Consistently losing composure or control of emotions.
And say something I regret
Regretting words spoken impulsively or without careful consideration.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Struggling to find equilibrium amidst life's burdens.
I want love, but love it on my own
Desiring love but preferring independence.
A heart of stone
Developing emotional resilience due to experiences with close relationships.
Is carved by those you keep close
Realizing the hardening effect of keeping certain individuals nearby.
And though I know what's at stake
Understanding the potential risks or consequences involved.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Continuing difficulty in finding a stable balance.
Speak to me
Requesting communication or interaction from someone to aid self-preservation.
And save me from myself
Seeking help to prevent self-destructive behavior or thoughts.
I'm holding on to every thought I have
Clutching onto every idea or notion due to mental turmoil.
My mind's a mess
Experiencing chaos or confusion within the mind.
I find it easier to cope
Managing difficulties better by maintaining hope.
When I'm hangin' on to hope
Finding solace in optimism for a better future.
That maybe one day I can wake up and say
Desiring a future where waiting yields a satisfactory outcome.
The payout was worth the wait
-I always lose my head
Consistently losing composure or control of emotions.
And say something I regret
Regretting words spoken impulsively or without careful consideration.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Struggling to find equilibrium amidst life's burdens.
I want love, but love it on my own
Desiring love but preferring independence.
A heart of stone
Developing emotional resilience due to experiences with close relationships.
Is carved by those you keep close
Realizing the hardening effect of keeping certain individuals nearby.
And though I know what's at stake
Understanding the potential risks or consequences involved.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Continuing difficulty in finding a stable balance.
There'd be no need to escape
Realizing that escaping self-imposed obstacles eliminates the need for escape.
If I'd get out of my own way
Recognizing the self-inflicted nature of personal hindrances.
Never can seem to stay on the same page
Struggling to maintain consistency or coherence in thoughts or actions.
Back and forth til' I drive myself insane
Experiencing mental turmoil or instability due to inner conflicts.
I always lose my head
Consistently losing composure or control of emotions.
And say something I regret
Regretting words spoken impulsively or without careful consideration.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Struggling to find equilibrium amidst life's burdens.
I want love, but love it on my own
Desiring love but preferring independence.
A heart of stone
Developing emotional resilience due to experiences with close relationships.
Is carved by those you keep close
Realizing the hardening effect of keeping certain individuals nearby.
And though I know what's at stake
Understanding the potential risks or consequences involved.
I can't seem to balance the weight
Continuing difficulty in finding a stable balance.
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