Lyrics
I wanted something more
I desired something more in life
But I got nothing in the end
Despite my desires, I ended up with nothing
I wanted something real
I sought something genuine
But I'm just trying to pretend
However, I find myself pretending instead
I wanted it to feel
I wished for a meaningful experience
But I feel nothing in the end
Unfortunately, I feel emptiness instead
I wanted time to heal
I hoped time would heal my wounds
It's getting worse everyday
Contrarily, my situation worsens daily
I wanted love to show
I longed for love to manifest
But I got blind on the way
Regrettably, I became blind to it along the way
I wanted directions to go
I desired clear directions
But I was lost on my way
Yet, I found myself lost
You gave me nothing
Others provided nothing
cause there's nothing that I can take
Because there was nothing I could benefit from
I wanted something
I yearned for something significant
but there's nothing that I can get
But there was nothing attainable
Self pity no regret
Expressing self-pity without harboring regrets
I wanted friends to trust
I wanted trustworthy friends
But I got stabbed in the back
Yet, I experienced betrayal
I wanted peace and love
I sought peace and love
But there's a war in my head
However, there is internal conflict instead
You gave me nothing
Others provided nothing of value
cause there's nothing that I can take
Because there was nothing I could take from them
I wanted something
I desired something meaningful
but there's nothing that I can get
Yet, there was nothing I could obtain
Self pity no regret
Expressing self-pity without harboring regrets
I am a soldier
Identifying as a soldier
A defending holder
Taking a defensive stance
Of my position
Defending my current position
I'm growing older
Acknowledging the process of aging
It's getting harder
Facing increasing difficulties
To be a soldier
Expressing the challenge of being a soldier
Need to be bolder
Feeling the need to be more courageous
No defending holder
No longer defending my position
I wanted you to show
Desiring someone to demonstrate
You did but I turned away
They did, but I turned away
I wanted me to grow
Desiring personal growth
But I'm getting smaller each day
Yet, I find myself diminishing each day
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