Lyrics
Waking up, still got last night shirt on my skin
Waking up with the previous night's shirt on the skin, indicating a sense of lingering connection to the past.
But I don’t give a fuck, it’s the state of autumn I’m in
Expressing indifference to the current state of being, attributing it to the autumnal emotional state.
See I’ve been going downhill ever since that heart of yours went cold
Noting a downward emotional trajectory since the partner's heart turned cold.
Mine’s having trouble letting go
Struggling to move on emotionally after the end of the relationship.
It's maybe cause, I keep finding stuff of yours inside my house
Finding remnants of the ex-partner's presence in the house, complicating the process of letting go.
I tried a little spring cleaning, but there’s things I can’t throw out
Unable to discard certain items associated with the past, resisting a complete break.
Like old cups saying mr and mrs, I hate how your perfume still lingers
Mentioning objects and scents that trigger memories, intensifying the difficulty of moving on.
Yeah I’m having trouble, letting go
Continuing struggle to release emotional ties and memories.
You’re a seasonal depression
Describing the ex-partner as a source of seasonal depression, a persistent emotional low.
A winter night while I keep longing for summer days
Longing for happier times (summer days) while stuck in the emotional winter caused by the breakup.
There ain’t much hope for my condition, doctors say
Expressing skepticism about the chances of improvement, referring to medical advice.
Letting go is a waiting game
Letting go is portrayed as a prolonged and challenging waiting game.
Met a girl, she’s everything a man could ever want
Meeting a new person who seems perfect, but the emotional attachment to the ex-partner persists.
Beautiful as hell, notorious for making every jaw drop
Describing the attractiveness and charisma of the new person but highlighting the emotional obstacle.
But these April showers are still keeping me blue
Despite the new connection, the lingering sadness from the past relationship persists.
The problem is, she just ain’t you
Acknowledging that the new person cannot replace the emotional void left by the ex-partner.
You’re a seasonal depression
Reiterating that the ex-partner remains a cause of emotional downturn, a recurring seasonal depression.
A winter night while I keep longing for summer days
Repeating the theme of yearning for warmer and happier times amid emotional coldness.
There ain’t much hope for my condition, doctors say
Reinforcing the skepticism about the possibility of improvement, referencing medical advice again.
Letting go is a waiting game
Reiterating the idea that letting go is a prolonged and challenging waiting game.
I hope it won't go on for
Expressing a hope that the emotional struggle won't last throughout the entire year.
365 days a year
Specifying a desire for the emotional difficulty to be limited rather than a constant.
Four seasons of loneliness
Referencing the enduring loneliness across all four seasons.
Why won’t you disappear
Questioning why the memories and emotions associated with the ex-partner don't fade away.
My mind is full of you
Expressing a preoccupation with thoughts of the ex-partner, filling the mind.
Please, tell me what to do
Pleading for guidance on how to overcome the emotional attachment and move forward.
Cause I gotta get over
Expressing a determination to overcome the seasonal depression and emotional struggle.
Over this seasonal depression
Repeating the desire to overcome the emotional low associated with the ex-partner.
A winter night while I keep longing for summer days
Reiterating the longing for happier times while grappling with emotional winter.
There ain’t much hope for my condition, doctors say
Emphasizing the lack of optimism regarding improvement, echoing medical advice.
Letting go is a waiting game
Reiterating the idea that letting go is a prolonged and challenging waiting game.
You’re a seasonal depression
Affirming that the ex-partner remains a source of seasonal depression and emotional difficulty.
A winter night while I keep longing for summer days
Echoing the theme of yearning for warmth amid emotional coldness.
There ain’t much hope for my condition, doctors say
Repeating the skepticism about the possibility of improvement, referencing medical advice once more.
Letting go is a waiting game
Reiterating the idea that letting go is a prolonged and challenging waiting game.
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