Lyrics
All my all my heart aches
Feeling deep emotional pain
Shown me only my mistakes
Realization of personal errors
Learning lessons the hard way
Gaining knowledge through difficult experiences
Made me who I am today yeah
Those experiences shaped the present identity
Ya plan didn't work now did it
Recognition of a failed plan
Now that you gone it was the top that I was missing
Understanding that a missing element was crucial
I seen the signs how could I be a victim yea yea
Noticing signs but still becoming a victim
Took ya brothers just so they could go swimming
Helping others even when betrayed
Took you to work cause you had nothing to whip in
Assisting despite the other's lack
Just a case of another nigga simpin'
Realization of being overly accommodating
I got these tears for no reason cause I didn't listen
Regretting not heeding advice
Saw what I wanted to see just from my wishful thinking
Seeing what one wanted, not reality
I need my key to the drop
Needing access to something important
Fuck a lease on the spot
Rejecting formal arrangements
Girl you hurt me a lot
Experiencing significant emotional pain
Need this bleeding to stop
Desiring an end to the emotional suffering
Need this this album to pop
Aspiring for success in music
See me on charts
Indifference towards knowing if love is reciprocated
I don't care to find out if you love me or not
Reiteration of deep emotional pain
All my all my heart aches
-Shown me only my mistakes
Reiteration of recognizing personal errors
Learning lessons the hard way
Reiteration of gaining knowledge through difficulty
Made me who I am today yeah
Reiteration of how experiences shaped identity
All my all my heart aches
Reiteration of deep emotional pain
Shown me only my mistakes
Reiteration of recognizing personal errors
Learning lessons the hard way
Reiteration of gaining knowledge through difficulty
Made me who I am today yeah
Reiteration of how experiences shaped identity
You didn't deserve
Acknowledging someone not deserving attention
None of my time
Declaring that person's lack of worth
None of my time
Reiteration of the other's unworthiness
You didn't deserve
Acknowledging someone not deserving affection
A love like mine oh
Recognizing one's valuable love
Not that I was perfect
Admitting personal imperfection
I was to busy tryna fix things that wasn't working
Being preoccupied with fixing unfixable situations
Soul searching lost with out a purpose
Feeling lost and directionless in the search for oneself
Avoiding serpents devil always lurking
Avoiding negative influences and temptations
Most of it was on me avoiding urges
Admitting personal responsibility for actions
Things that I didn't see below the surface
Not perceiving underlying issues
Things are getting deep who am I to be if you ever leave
Feeling lost without the other person
All this pain
Experiencing intense emotional anguish
All this regret
Regretting past actions intensely
Rolling up the dope help me forget
Using substances to escape emotional pain
Tears falling down on my chest
Crying due to overwhelming emotions
Mind overload hit the reset
Needing to clear one's mind from overload
All my all my heart breaks
Reiteration of deep emotional pain
Only shown me my mistakes
Reiteration of recognizing personal errors
Learning lessons the hard way
Reiteration of gaining knowledge through difficulty
Made me who I am today
Reiteration of how experiences shaped identity
I am today
Embracing personal growth despite hardships
Thank you
Expressing gratitude, possibly sarcastic
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