Far West Blvd
Navigating Heartbreak: AJ Baldwin's Far West Blvd Journey
Lyrics
How many nights does it take
Reflecting on the duration it takes to move on emotionally.
To leave a home you've made
Contemplating the process of leaving a home that was created.
To forget a face you loved
Expressing difficulty in forgetting the face of a loved one.
Nineteen months and I still can't help it
Nineteen months have passed, but still struggling with emotions.
Miss your bed, got me feeling selfish babe
Feeling selfish for missing the shared bed.
And do you think I'm selfish
Questioning if the feeling of selfishness is justified.
Or when was the last time I crossed your mind at all
Wondering about the frequency of being in the other person's thoughts.
It's not like I'd ever want you back
Clarifying the lack of desire to rekindle the past relationship.
I'm different and I'm better than I was
Asserting personal growth and improvement from the past self.
But your new life looks so fun without me
Observing the ex-partner's seemingly enjoyable new life without the speaker.
Met someone, you're happy
Acknowledging the ex-partner's happiness with someone new.
And I am too, still drive down Far West Blvd and look for you
Expressing the speaker's own happiness but still searching for the ex-partner.
How many nights will it take
Contemplating the time required to fix mistakes made in the past.
To fix a mess I made
Reflecting on the challenge of forgetting a loved one's face.
To forget a face I loved
Acknowledging self-consciousness without blaming the ex-partner.
And it's not your fault that I'm all self-conscious
Desiring more in the past but recognizing no promises were made.
Wanted more, but you never promised babe
Reiterating the absence of promises from the ex-partner.
No, you never promised
Questioning the frequency of being in the ex-partner's thoughts.
But when was the last time I crossed your mind at all
Reiterating the lack of desire to reconcile the relationship.
It's not like I'd ever want you back
Asserting personal growth and positive changes from the past.
I'm different and I'm better than I was
Observing the ex-partner's seemingly enjoyable new life without the speaker.
But your new life looks so fun without me
Acknowledging the ex-partner's happiness with someone new.
Met someone, you're happy
Expressing the speaker's own happiness but still searching for the ex-partner.
I am too, still drive down Far West Blvd and look for you
Reiterating the act of driving down Far West Blvd to find the ex-partner.
I've been living in the past, but it's such a waste of time, you were never mine to keep
Admitting to dwelling in the past but realizing it's futile as the person was never truly theirs.
Won't you get out of my head now, I've got people to love, and I've still gotta find me
Requesting to move on from thoughts about the ex-partner as the speaker has a life to live.
But when was the last time I crossed your mind at all
Questioning the frequency of being in the ex-partner's thoughts.
It's not like I'd ever want you back
Reiterating the lack of desire to reconcile the relationship.
I'm different and I'm better than I was
Asserting personal growth and positive changes from the past.
But your new life looks so fun without me
Observing the ex-partner's seemingly enjoyable new life without the speaker.
Met someone, you're happy
Acknowledging the ex-partner's happiness with someone new.
I am too, still drive down Far West Blvd
Expressing the speaker's own happiness but still searching for the ex-partner.
No it's not like I'd ever want you back
Reiterating the lack of desire to reconcile the relationship.
I'm different and I'm better than I was
Asserting personal growth and positive changes from the past.
But your new life looks so fun without me
Observing the ex-partner's seemingly enjoyable new life without the speaker.
Met someone, you're happy
Acknowledging the ex-partner's happiness with someone new.
I am too, still drive down Far West Blvd and look for you
Expressing the speaker's own happiness but still searching for the ex-partner.
Still drive down Far West Blvd and look for you
Continuing the act of driving down Far West Blvd to find the ex-partner.
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