Lyrics
It's been so damn long but still so true
Expressing the enduring nature of emotions despite the passage of time.
I can't get over things with you
Struggling to move on from past experiences or a relationship.
And I act so strong when I’m around you yeah it's true
Putting on a facade of strength when in the presence of a certain person.
And when I get scared it makes it easier just to burn the whole night through
Using distractions, like staying up all night, to cope with fear.
Now I spend all my time alone searching for myself
Intensely focused on self-discovery and introspection, often done in solitude.
I just spend all my time alone searching for myself
Reiterating the theme of spending a significant amount of time alone searching for identity.
I tried so hard to make it through
Struggling to overcome challenges, emphasizing the difficulty of relying on others.
It's never easy to depend on others when it all falls through
Acknowledging the challenges of depending on others when facing difficulties.
And I act so strong when I’m around you yeah it's true
Maintaining a strong front in the presence of a specific person.
And when I get scared it makes it easier just to burn the whole night through
Using coping mechanisms, like staying up all night, to deal with fear.
Now I spend all my time alone searching for myself
Continuing the theme of spending time alone in the pursuit of self-discovery.
I just spend all my time alone searching for myself
Reaffirming the dedication to the solitary journey of self-searching.
And I act so strong when I’m around you yeah it's so ironic
Highlighting the irony of acting strong in certain situations.
And when I get scared it makes it easier just to burn some chronic
Using substances, like burning chronic, as a way to cope with fear.
Should I still try or am I nothing yeah
Questioning self-worth and contemplating whether efforts are worthwhile.
Why should I try if I’m just nothing yeah
Expressing reluctance to try if the outcome may be perceived as insignificance.
Should I still try or am I nothing yeah
Repeating the internal struggle of questioning one's worth and purpose.
Why should I try if I’m just nothing yeah
Emphasizing the hesitancy to invest effort in the face of potential insignificance.
Now I spend all my time alone searching for myself
Reiterating the intense focus on self-searching in solitude.
I just spend all my time alone searching for myself
Emphasizing the commitment to the journey of self-discovery without external influences.
And I act so strong when I’m around you yeah it's so ironic
Pointing out the ironic nature of projecting strength in specific situations.
And when I get scared it makes it easier just to burn some chronic
Continuing the theme of using substances to cope with fear and challenges.
Now I spend all my time alone searching for myself
Reaffirming the dedication to the solitary journey of self-searching.
I just spend all my time alone searching for myself
Stressing the persistence of spending significant time alone in self-exploration.
And I act so strong when I’m around you yeah it's so ironic
Highlighting the ironic aspect of projecting strength in certain situations.
And when I get scared it makes it easier just to burn some chronic
Using substances, like burning chronic, as a coping mechanism for fear.
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