Identity Crisis

Alazmyn's Identity Odyssey: Crafting Passion Amidst Struggle
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Lyrics

I've been making music since a young nigga on my 3ds

Started making music at a young age using a 3DS.

Back then I wasn't looking for success

Early on, the focus wasn't on success but on having the drive.

I just knew I had drive

Emphasizing the persistent drive even though time is scarce now.

I still got it now but I barely have time

Despite still having the drive, there's limited time available.

Stay on the grind

Stresses the commitment to hard work and perseverance.

Identity crisis like the fuck am I

Expressing a state of confusion about personal identity.

Bitch I'm alazmyn you better not deny

Asserting identity as Alazmyn and warning against denial.

I see the future play out in my third eye

Claims to foresee the future through intuition.

Not shooting my shot lil nigga this a drive by

Not pursuing a romantic interest, but asserting dominance.

Alazy depressed then I vent it out huh

Using music to vent feelings of laziness and depression.

Bitch you disgusting like sour kraut huh

Criticizing someone as disgusting, akin to sour kraut.

I make a hating nigga blackout

Confidently causing a negative reaction in a hater.

Nuke his whole crib turn his life into fallout

Metaphorically destroying someone's life and home.

Calm down

Calling for calmness after a strong reaction.

I lose my temper sometimes but that's life and shit

Admitting to losing temper occasionally, part of life.

Talented young nigga tryna to benefit

Being a talented individual trying to capitalize on it.

Off of my talent but niggas don't get it

Expressing frustration that others don't understand the talent.

I only left out my emotions to spit it

Only revealing emotions through music.

Traumas painted on my mixtapes

Conveying personal traumas through musical expression.

A l a z m y n tryna escape

Using music as an escape from hardships.

Had my heart broken to pieces so I had to pick it all up

Recovering from heartbreak and rebuilding with tape.

And fix that shit with tape

Origins of rapping traced back to a mistake.

Nigga I started rapping cause of mistake

It took time, but now the flow is perfected.

Took me a bit but I got my flow in shape

Facing challenges, but confidently confronting them.

Niggas don't want it but still I'm coming out gunning

Despite challenges, determined to succeed in music.

And yeah I'm running this god damn beat bruh it's stunning uh huh

Confidently asserting dominance over the beat.

Too many dreams too many talents

Having many dreams and talents, seeking balance.

Too many names where is the balance

Reflecting on the complexity of life and talent.

Too many channels I went and created

Creating multiple personas, raising questions of authenticity.

Which is the best that's left to be debated

Pondering the best among created personas.

Too many claims that I'm greatest

Asserting claims of personal greatness.

Way to much pain yet to be sedated

Dealing with significant pain that remains unaddressed.

So I create another alter ego just to vacate it

Creating alter egos to escape and cope.


I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today

Expressing stress, insecurity, and a loss of passion.

Been keeping my insecurities at bay

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I've loosing passion why it go away

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Go away why it go away

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I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today

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Been keeping my insecurities at bay

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I've loosing passion why it go away

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Go away why it go away

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This shit ain't guaranteed uh huh but yet I still can see

Affirming a belief that music is the right path, expressing determination.

That this shit was meant for me uh huh that's why I still proceed

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I'm still making big moves ain't tripping on shit nigga worry bout you uh huh

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Life be hard but as long as I'm ray you gone see a big smile on my face

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Write my name in the sky with stars uh

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I'm always and forever

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Let this passion leave me never

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Bitch my light gone shine forever

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I got passion inside my veins

Stating the presence of passion despite setbacks.

All the pain and the set backs that I had

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I look back the past to compare my paths

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And stand proud of the days that hone my craft I'm like yuh

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Ain't no villain but every mf around me gone feel it

Declaring a vision for success and distancing from others' failures.

I got a vision for me and my life and whoever don't like it can move out the way

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I seen a lotta niggas and a lotta niggas get a bag and just threw it away

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But I'm not a lotta niggas and a lotta niggas isn't me imma stay in the paint

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I gotta do it me and dreams

Listing motivations for pursuing dreams, including family and supporters.

Do it for the fam my crew homies inc

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Do it for the niggas supporting vids

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Do it for the ones that don't want me win

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Cause I gotta chip on my shoulder to flip

Having a chip on the shoulder as a driving force.

I love it I need it I don't have choice

Expressing a deep connection and necessity for music.

Always and forever they will know my name

Pledging a lasting impact and connecting to personal identity.

I put that on me put the zord to the flame

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And add it to ray

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I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today

Reiterating stress, insecurity, and a loss of passion, seeking resolution.

Been keeping my insecurities at bay

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I've loosing passion why it go away

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Go away why it go away

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I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today

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Been keeping my insecurities at bay

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I've loosing passion why it go away

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Go away why it go away

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The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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