Lyrics
I fall to pieces can't decide what I want babe
I am emotionally falling apart and struggling to make decisions about what I want, especially in relationships.
Say I don't need it but I might and I can't wait
Although I claim not to need it, there's a possibility that I do, and the anticipation is difficult to endure.
I've got a grievance in the mind that I can't shake
I have a deep-seated complaint or resentment in my mind that I can't shake off.
A missing piece I'll never find sealed my fate
There's a missing aspect of myself that I'll never find, and it has determined my destiny.
Told you to leave it but I never get it my way
Despite advising you to leave, things never go the way I want, and now you're in tears in the hallway.
I didn't mean it now your crying in the hallway
A regrettable statement led to your current emotional state.
It keeps repeating every night never does change
A recurring pattern in my life, where every night is the same, and change seems elusive.
I'm so defeated so I'm high tryna numb pain
I feel overwhelmingly defeated, resorting to substances to numb emotional pain.
I'm so fucking done, can't feel my face
I am completely exhausted and numb, unable to feel my own face.
Know another one can take my place
No one else can replace me in this situation.
So I'm fucking gone without a trace
I've vanished without a trace, leaving behind a void.
Knew it all along, we were made to break
I knew from the start that our relationship was destined to fail.
Had another chance, still fucked it up
Despite having another opportunity, I still managed to ruin it.
Knew it wouldn't last, felt it in my gut
I sensed the relationship's impermanence and knew it wouldn't endure.
Think we're better off leaving it in the past now
It's better for us to leave the relationship in the past and not dwell on it.
Try push the memories out my mind
I attempt to push memories of our relationship out of my mind.
No time machine to help rewind
There's no way to go back in time and fix things.
Left all my shit out in the rain
My belongings are left exposed to the elements, symbolizing the deterioration of our connection.
Wet photographs with muddy frames
Photographs are damaged, reflecting the degradation of our shared experiences.
I wasted all of my breath on you
I invested a lot of effort and emotion in you, but it seems futile now.
I tried my best I need something new
I've given my best but now need something new for myself.
I'm sorry baby our time has passed
I apologize, but our time together has come to an end.
things like this were never made to last
Relationships like ours were never meant to be enduring.
Melatonin and cigarettes', I'm going to more regrets
Using substances like melatonin and cigarettes to cope, accumulating more regrets.
More moments wish I'd forget, too bad its already set
Regrettable moments persist, and it's too late to forget them.
Sick of drama for drama's sake, I'm living through my mistakes
Tired of unnecessary drama, I acknowledge and live with my mistakes.
I'm empty I need a break, I'm down and I feel the weight
I feel empty and need a break from the emotional weight.
Once you were heaven sent, I slowly watched your decent
You were once a positive influence, but I witnessed your decline.
To hell tried to pull you back, still waiting for your ascent
I attempted to help you, but now I'm waiting for your recovery.
You took it all I got nothing left, that's kind of what I expected
You took everything from me, and now I have nothing left as I anticipated.
I always got the worst of you
I consistently experienced the negative aspects of our relationship.
I'm so fucking done, can't feel my face
Reiteration of feeling completely done and emotionally detached.
Know another one can take my place
No one else can take my position in this state of emotional exhaustion.
So I'm fucking gone without a trace
I've disappeared without a trace, leaving no remnants of our relationship.
Knew it all along, we were made to break
As anticipated, our relationship was destined to fail.
Had another chance, still fucked it up
Even with another chance, I managed to ruin it, confirming my initial feelings.
Knew it wouldn't last, felt it in my gut
My intuition was right, and the relationship was not meant to endure.
Think we're better off leaving it in the past now
It's better for both of us to move on and leave the past behind.
Comment