Lyrics
Still no progress made now it's getting late
Expressing frustration at a lack of progress and acknowledging the lateness of the situation.
Hard to work anytime that I feel this way
Describing difficulty in working when feeling a certain way emotionally.
Too stressed out maybe I just need to get away
Contemplating the need to take a break due to stress.
Gonna fail miserably it's in my DNA
Feeling a sense of inevitable failure, possibly attributing it to one's genetics.
But now that I'm older, I'm 19 and sober, I don't like to party, I'm keeping composure
Highlighting a change in lifestyle at 19, choosing sobriety and avoiding parties while maintaining composure.
Stay out of drama I'm not really into it,
Expressing a desire to stay away from drama.
if I do then I'd be losing my innocence
Linking involvement in drama to the loss of innocence.
I never said I was better than you people, don't get too confident, ego's a killer
Clarifying that the speaker doesn't claim superiority and cautioning against overconfidence, acknowledging the dangers of ego.
Keep to myself 'cause I'm not really social,
Preferring solitude and not being highly social.
I don't want to feel like I burden you
Expressing a fear of burdening others.
I'll run away, you all just forget me
Declaring an intention to run away and asking others to forget the speaker.
Hold me back, it's all just so vexing
Feeling held back and frustrated.
Heart attack, I wish it would end me
Expressing a wish for an end, possibly related to the stress mentioned earlier.
Stay away I won't get offended
Requesting others to stay away without taking offense.
Offended
Reiterating a lack of offense.
No need to pretend
Stating there's no need for pretense or false appearances.
(Woah)
An interjection, possibly conveying emotion or emphasis.
I need to breathe, I'm so desperate please
Expressing desperation for a moment to breathe and a desire for a plan to leave the current situation.
I need a plan to get out of this town I'm caged, I just want to leave
Feeling trapped in the current location and expressing a strong desire to escape.
I'm getting better I do not want your lies, That's what's best for me
Rejecting lies and claiming what's best for oneself.
Still trying to hold me back, obviously, no doubt, you're the enemy
Perceiving someone as trying to hinder progress and declaring them an enemy.
I had a heart but it's in the lost and found
Metaphorically describing a lost heart and seeking help to find it.
Can you help me find it now?
Asking for assistance in locating the lost heart.
'Cause I walk with a cloud
Describing a feeling of walking with a metaphorical cloud, possibly representing a heavy emotional burden.
I'll run away, you all just forget me
Repeating the desire to run away and asking others to forget the speaker.
Hold me back, it's all just so vexing
Reiterating the feeling of being held back and vexed.
Heart attack, I wish it would end me
Expressing a desire for an end, possibly to the vexing situation.
Stay away I won't get offended
Requesting others to stay away without taking offense, reiterating a lack of offense.
Offended
Reiterating a lack of offense.
No need to pretend
Stating there's no need for pretense or false appearances.
(Woah)
An interjection, possibly conveying emotion or emphasis.
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