Bitter Crown
Baptized by the Bitter Crown: Unveiling Truths and Tongue-Tied RealitiesLyrics
Am I half empty
Questioning if feeling incomplete or drained
Or am I just burning out
Wondering if experiencing burnout
Trying to drive me up a wall now
Feeling pushed to frustration
But I never wanna sit down, sit down
Resisting complacency
Tip toeing on a tight rope
Walking a precarious path
No safety, shadow, or a doubt
Without safety or certainty
Got a fever screaming in my head now
Intense internal conflict or distress
That I'm never gonna get out, get out
Feeling trapped in a situation
Chasing prayers cause I'm baptized
Pursuing hopes fervently
By the hand that wears the bitter crown
Controlled or influenced by a dominating authority
You just wanna see the here and now
Desire for present focus
But at the same time you let me drown, let me drown
Simultaneously letting someone drown emotionally
Feeling numb and feeling paralyzed
Emotionally desensitized and immobilized
Pulling teeth out with your big mouth
Experiencing pain caused by someone's words
Chasing prayers cause I'm baptized
Intensely pursuing hopes despite difficulties
By the hand that wears the bitter
Influenced by a power that causes bitterness
Hand that wears the bitter crown
Reinforcing the influence of bitterness
Aren't you just blinded by
Being unable to see reality clearly
The truth behind the broken lies
Awareness of truth amidst deceit
Or do you just make believe
Questioning if beliefs are based on falsehoods for survival
In all the shit you're fed for you to get by
Accepting false information to cope
Now I got you tongue tied
Rendering someone speechless
Seeing through you to the other side
Seeing through someone's facade
Ain't gonna wait for you two faced pride
Refusing to wait for insincere behavior
Gimme time, show me right so I can live my life
Requesting time and guidance to live authentically
Chasing prayers cause I'm baptized
Pursuing hopes fervently despite bitterness
By the hand that wears the bitter crown
Influence of bitterness in pursuit of goals
You just wanna see the here and now
Desire for present focus despite neglecting support
But at the same time you let me drown, let me drown
Simultaneously letting someone drown emotionally
Feeling numb and feeling paralyzed
Emotionally desensitized and immobilized
Pulling teeth out with your big mouth
Experiencing pain caused by someone's words
Chasing prayers cause I'm baptized
Intensely pursuing hopes despite difficulties
By the hand that wears the bitter
Influenced by a power that causes bitterness
Hand that wears the bitter crown
Reinforcing the influence of bitterness
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