Obsessive
Complicated Obsession: Unveiling Emotional Turmoil in Alexa Perez's Melody
Lyrics
Pretending I'm the cool girl
Pretending to be a cool girl, putting up a facade.
Cause I wanna be the fun one
Expressing a desire to be the fun and enjoyable person in a relationship.
Yeah I'll be whoever he wants
Willing to adapt and be whoever the partner wants.
'til he decides he's done
Aware of the temporary nature of the relationship, subject to the partner's decision.
Do my best to keep it hidden
Putting effort into concealing true feelings or aspects of oneself.
It's my dirty little secret
Referring to a concealed aspect of the relationship as a "dirty little secret."
He'll never know
Keeping something hidden from the partner.
Too much to show
Suggesting there's more to reveal but holding back.
I'm obsessive and I hate it
Admitting to being obsessive and expressing dislike for it.
Messy mind I'm complicated
Describing a mind as messy and acknowledging complexity.
Who would wanna to date this?
Questioning who would want to date someone with these qualities.
Pick me up like a bad habit
Comparing being picked up in a relationship to a bad habit.
Bate and switch is such a classic
Referring to a deceptive tactic in relationships as a classic.
Don't you hate it when that happens?
Expressing dislike for unexpected and undesirable events in relationships.
Maybe put the fucking phone down
Suggesting a need to disconnect and take a break from technology.
These days it's easy to get caught up
Reflecting on the ease of getting caught up in modern life.
I see that he's been active online
Observing partner's online activity without receiving a response.
Still I can't get a reply (oh no)
Expressing frustration at not getting a reply despite online activity.
Tale as old as crime
Comparing the situation to a timeless tale of deceit or crime.
Thought he was a good guy
Regretting a mistaken perception of the partner as a good person.
How could I be so blind
Acknowledging blindness to the partner's true nature.
I'm obsessive and I hate it
Reiterating the feeling of being obsessive and disliking it.
Messy mind I'm complicated
Describing the mind as messy and acknowledging complexity once again.
Who would wanna to date this?
Questioning the desirability of dating someone with these qualities.
Pick me up like a bad habit
Comparing being picked up in a relationship to a bad habit, repeating the theme.
Bate and switch is such a classic
Referring to a deceptive tactic in relationships as a classic, repetition for emphasis.
Don't you hate it when that happens?
Expressing dislike for unexpected and undesirable events in relationships, repeated sentiment.
If you wanna do nothing with someone later
Offering availability for a future meeting, contrasting with the frustration expressed earlier.
Please know you can hit me up
Encouraging the partner to reach out for plans later.
Did I just double text a man? Ugh, I hate it
Expressing annoyance at possibly sending two consecutive messages to a man.
Throw my phone across the room again
Reacting impulsively to frustration by throwing the phone.
I'm obsessive and I hate it
Reiterating the feeling of being obsessive and disliking it, repetition for emphasis.
Messy mind I'm complicated
Describing the mind as messy and acknowledging complexity once again, repetition for emphasis.
Sure you wanna date this
Asking if the partner is sure about wanting to date someone with these qualities.
I'm obsessive and I hate it
Reiterating the feeling of being obsessive and disliking it, repetition for emphasis.
Messy mind I'm complicated
Describing the mind as messy and acknowledging complexity once again, repetition for emphasis.
Who would wanna to date this?
Questioning who would want to date someone with these qualities, repetition for emphasis.
Pick me up like a bad habit
Comparing being picked up in a relationship to a bad habit, repetition for emphasis.
Bate and switch is such a classic
Referring to a deceptive tactic in relationships as a classic, repetition for emphasis.
Don't you hate it when that happens?
Expressing dislike for unexpected and undesirable events in relationships, repetition for emphasis.
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