Wondering
Chasing Dreams, Embracing Failures: Alexa Perez's Soulful Reflections
Lyrics
Do you ever have those nights where your mind won't stop racing
Expressing the experience of restless nights with a racing mind.
When it feels like everything's close yet far away
Describing a feeling of things being both close and far away, possibly signifying a sense of frustration or distance.
And I think I'm just so tired of chasing paper
Expressing fatigue and dissatisfaction with pursuing material success (chasing paper).
And sending emails that no one ever reads
Conveying the frustration of putting effort into communication (sending emails) that goes unnoticed or ignored.
Only time will tell
Reflecting on the uncertainty of the future and the idea that time will reveal the outcomes.
Only god can judge me
Asserting a sense of personal accountability and acknowledging a higher judgment.
I'd rather try and fail
Expressing a preference for trying and failing over a life spent in uncertainty.
Then spend my whole life wondering, wondering
Emphasizing the avoidance of a life filled with wondering or indecision.
Wondering, wondering, wondering
Repetition for emphasis on the theme of wondering.
Spend my whole life
Reiteration of the desire to avoid a life spent in uncertainty.
Wondering, wondering, wondering
Continued emphasis on the theme of wondering and the desire for clarity.
Do you ever have those days where you just can't fake it
Describing days when it's difficult to pretend or put on a facade.
Feeling burnt out, knocked down and set back ten paces
Expressing feelings of exhaustion, setbacks, and the challenge of moving forward.
I know the weight I carry
Acknowledging the burden of dreams and aspirations that feel substantial.
I got big dreams they're heavy
Highlighting the weight and significance of the artist's ambitions.
Only time will tell
Reiteration of the idea that time will be the ultimate judge of outcomes.
And only god can judge me
Reaffirming the acknowledgment of a higher judgment.
I'd rather try and fail
Expressing a willingness to face challenges and potentially fail in pursuit of goals.
Won't spend my whole life
Declaring the decision not to spend an entire life in a state of uncertainty or wonder.
Wondering, wondering, wondering
Repetition for emphasis on the rejection of a life filled with wondering.
Spend my whole life
Continued emphasis on the rejection of a life spent in uncertainty.
Wondering, wondering, wondering
Reiteration of the desire to avoid a life filled with wondering.
Dear future me I'm wondering
Addressing the future self, expressing curiosity and uncertainty about future achievements.
Do I make it someday
Pondering the possibility of achieving success at some point in the future.
Impatiently waiting
Impatiently waiting for the anticipated success or accomplishments.
Promised myself I won't let fear
Commitment to overcoming fear as an obstacle to achieving goals.
Try and take this from me
Asserting determination in the face of potential challenges posed by fear.
Impatiently waiting
Reiteration of impatience in waiting for the future and its achievements.
Dear future me I'm wondering
Addressing the future self again, expressing continued curiosity about future accomplishments.
Do I make it someday
Repetition of the contemplation of achieving success in the future.
Won't spend my whole life
Reaffirmation of the decision not to spend an entire life in a state of wonder or uncertainty.
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