1 A.M.
1 A.M. Heartbreak: A Midnight Melody of Love and Loss
Lyrics
I'm devastated and you leave me here to stay
I feel devastated, and you've left me in this state
I'm so frustrated but you don't care anyways
Despite my frustration, it seems you don't care
And I wanna know why you waste my time
I want to understand why you're wasting my time
I don't wanna hope for the best inside
I don't want to keep hoping for the best within
When you're calling me at 1 AM
You're calling me at 1 AM
I don't know if I should answer but I do know I'ma panic
Uncertain whether to answer, but anxiety is setting in
I don't wanna be alone again
I fear being alone again
So I know I'm gonna pick it up
Despite the uncertainty, I'll pick up the call
So I will fake my daylight and erase all our facetimes
I'll pretend during the day and delete our video calls
And then I'll end all our calls cause I'm so hung up on us
I'll end our calls, as I'm overly attached to our relationship
I get impatient and my heart feels so alone
Impatience sets in, and my heart feels lonely
You're always playing and giving me false hope
You consistently play games, giving false hope
And I wanna know why you waste my time
I question why you're wasting my time again
I don't wanna hope for the best inside
I don't want to keep hoping for the best within
When you're calling me at 1 AM
You're calling me at 1 AM
I don't know if I should answer but I do know I'ma panic
Uncertain whether to answer, but anxiety is setting in
I don't wanna be alone again
I fear being alone again
So I know I'm gonna pick it up
Despite the uncertainty, I'll pick up the call
So I will fake my daylight and erase all our facetimes
I'll pretend during the day and delete our video calls
And then I'll end all our calls cause I'm so hung up on us
I'll end our calls, as I'm overly attached to our relationship
I don't wanna chase this feeling that you fake and take away
I don't want to pursue a fake and fleeting feeling
I want real love but you wanna break my heart then I'm afraid
I desire genuine love, but you seem intent on breaking my heart
And I knew
Emphasizing a realization or turning point
That you
-Never really wanted to call me
You never truly wanted to call me
And it's true
A confirmation that my suspicion is correct
I'm used
I'm accustomed to filling a void because you don't truly want me
To fill a void cause you don't want me
I'm used to filling a void because you don't truly want me
So I will fake my daylight and erase all our facetimes
I'll pretend during the day and delete our video calls
And then I'll end all our calls cause I'm so hung up on us
I'll end our calls, as I'm overly attached to our relationship
Cause I'm so hung up on us
Reiteration of being excessively attached to the relationship
Cause I'm so hung up on us
-Cause I'm so hung up on us
-Cause I'm so hung up on us
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