Lyrics
First of all,
Introduction, setting the context for the following statements.
One of the main things against me is that
Highlighting a major criticism against the speaker.
Iʼve been told and described as a nasty, threatening unstable person
Describing the speaker as negatively perceived, possibly due to their behavior.
What a shame
Expressing disappointment or regret about the negative perception.
So once in a month
Describing a monthly appointment with a probation worker.
I have this appointment with my probation worker
Detailing the frequency of the speaker's interactions with their probation worker.
Thing is, our relation is not what we could call in good terms He makes threats he cant carry out
Explaining a strained relationship with the probation worker, who makes unfulfilled threats.
What a shame for you to beg like that
Expressing a sense of shame regarding begging, possibly reflecting on vulnerability.
What a shame for me to beg like that
-What a shame for you to beg like that
-People used to freak out
Noting that people used to react strongly or negatively.
Most of the time, I feel alright
Stating that, most of the time, the speaker feels alright.
Thereʼs moments in my life, maybe four or five
Highlighting occasional moments of difficulty in the speaker's life.
I got something to say, and I gotta say it loud
Expressing a need to speak out loudly and assertively in certain situations.
On the other hand, how could feel trusted and be loved
Expressing a desire for trust and love but facing obstacles due to recurring legal issues.
If every time that I need to express myself, I always end up in jail
Linking self-expression to incarceration, suggesting a cycle of imprisonment.
Don't you want me to get better
Pleading for support and understanding for personal improvement.
This is a fucked world
Conveying a negative view of the world and its challenges.
What a shame for you to beg like that
Reiterating the theme of shame in the context of begging, emphasizing a repetitive pattern.
What a shame for me to beg like that
-What a shame for you to beg like that
-People used to freak out
Reflecting on past reactions of people to the speaker's actions.
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