Heavy on it
Heavy on It: Unapologetic Reflections on Life's Complexity
Lyrics
Why would I speak when we're talkin' bout nothin'
Expressing reluctance to speak when the conversation lacks substance.
It don't make sense when you make them assumptions
Highlighting the illogical nature of making assumptions.
I'll be honest it's a no show
Admitting that there is nothing noteworthy happening.
Heavy on it like where you gon' go
Feeling burdened or preoccupied, questioning someone's destination.
I just can't fake how I feel i'm not sorry
Refusing to pretend or fake emotions, unapologetically honest.
It's not that deep just don't want it around me
Desiring to keep a certain atmosphere by avoiding unwanted things.
But it's my fault
Taking responsibility for a situation or problem.
It's always somethin' wrong
Expressing a recurring sense that something is always wrong.
But I get in my head think I should change sumn
Reflecting on self-improvement, contemplating change.
How can I find the right version that they want
Seeking the right version of oneself that fits others' expectations.
No i'm not gonna search for it
Rejecting the idea of actively searching for approval.
Know I can't be the only one
Feeling a sense of commonality with others who may share similar experiences.
It's hard for me
Expressing difficulty in emotionally distancing oneself.
Detach don't wanna feel
Expressing a desire to avoid emotional attachment.
It's gon' be the same thing every single time
Expecting a repetitive pattern in experiences.
Rather do my own thing gut is always right
Choosing to follow one's instincts and do things independently.
It's hard for me
Reiterating the challenge of emotional detachment.
Hold up we just tryna get some more
Interrupting the conversation to focus on obtaining more.
If it's bout the past lately I don't wanna talk
Expressing a reluctance to discuss the past.
Life is but a flash
Reflecting on the transient nature of life.
Plant the seed
Metaphorically planting seeds, anticipating growth.
Watch it grow
Confidently expecting positive outcomes without needing confirmation.
Ain't no need to ask you gon' see what time we on uh
Emphasizing the certainty of the unfolding events.
Why would I speak when we're talkin' bout nothin'
Repeating the reluctance to speak in trivial conversations.
It don't make sense when you make them assumptions
Reiterating the irrationality of making assumptions.
I'll be honest it's a no show
Acknowledging a lack of interest or commitment.
Heavy on it like where you gon' go
Reemphasizing the burden or weight on the mind about someone's destination.
I just can't fake how I feel I'm not sorry
Stating an inability to fake emotions and expressing no remorse.
It's not that deep just don't want it around me
Clarifying that the issue is not profound, but a desire to keep it away.
But it's my fault
Taking responsibility for a recurring problem.
It's always somethin' wrong
Reiterating the perception that something is consistently wrong.
I just can't I just can't no
Expressing an inability to handle or endure something.
My fault
Taking responsibility or acknowledging fault.
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