Calling Home
Navigating Existential Crossroads: 'Calling Home' Reflections
Lyrics
I know I can do this
I am confident in my abilities.
But do I even want to be here
Questioning the desire to be present or engaged in the current situation.
If for nothing else just to see what happens next
Contemplating existence with the only motivation being curiosity about the future.
You can not tell me
Asserting independence by rejecting external influence or control.
That it won't be the same
Disputing the idea that the future will be different.
Following the influx of so many brand new names
Expressing uncertainty and discomfort with the arrival of many new experiences or people.
Enter my blood and I finally say what I want
Feeling liberated when one's true thoughts are spoken.
Enter the room and it's all for nothing once again
Experiencing a sense of futility upon entering a space or situation.
Center your mind on the reasons why you resigned
Advising to focus on the reasons behind a decision to step back or withdraw.
Your back up plan backfired backlit by complacency
Reflecting on a backup plan that failed due to a passive and self-satisfied attitude.
It's all in my mind once again
Acknowledging that thoughts and concerns are internal and subjective.
It's all in my mind once again
Reiterating the internal nature of the challenges faced.
It's all in my mind once again
Emphasizing the recurring nature of internal struggles.
I know I can do this
Repeating the confidence in one's abilities.
But do I even want to be here
Reiterating the questioning of the desire to be present or engaged.
If for nothing else just to see what happens next
Repeating the motivation to witness what unfolds in the future.
You can not tell me
Challenging the notion that the future will be different.
That it won't be the same
Expressing discomfort with the arrival of new experiences or people.
Following the influx of so many brand new names
Reiteration of uncertainty and unease with the influx of the new.
I'm losing my mind once again
Acknowledging a sense of mental decline or turmoil.
I'm losing my mind once again
Repeating the theme of losing control over one's thoughts.
I'm losing my mind once again
Emphasizing the recurring nature of mental struggle.
I know I can do this
Restating confidence in personal abilities.
But I don't even want to be here
Questioning the desire to be present with heightened apathy.
And I don't really give a fuck about what happens next
Expressing complete indifference to the unfolding of the future.
You can not tell me
Challenging the idea that the future will deviate from the current state.
That it won't be the same
Reiterating discomfort with the arrival of new experiences or people.
Following the influx of so many brand new names
Echoing unease and uncertainty regarding the influx of the new.
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