Lyrics
It's been three months since I heard your voice
Expressing the passage of time since the speaker last heard the person's voice.
I try to make myself believe that I made the right choice
Attempting to convince oneself that the decision made was the right one.
It's been three months since I thought about you
Highlighting the duration since the speaker actively thought about the person.
I'm fooling myself: I can't live without you
Admitting self-deception and the difficulty of living without the person.
I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
Conveying a sense of emotional pain and vulnerability, shedding tears at night.
It's not easy being me
Expressing the difficulty of the speaker's life and emotions.
It's been three months since I felt your skin
Describing the time passed since feeling the physical presence of the person.
And all I can do is wait to touch it again
Waiting eagerly for the opportunity to touch the person again.
It's been three months since I heard you cry
Recalling the emotional experience of the person crying during intimate moments.
When we made love, everything seemed all right
Reflecting on the illusion of everything being right during moments of love.
I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
Repeating the theme of crying oneself to sleep, emphasizing the emotional pain.
It's not easy being, it's not easy being, it's not easy being me
Reiterating the difficulty and challenges of the speaker's existence.
I was fine for the moment
Acknowledging previous contentment, followed by a recent emotional breakdown.
But for the last three months I've been broken
Expressing a prolonged period of emotional turmoil and fragility.
Now I can't face my fears
Unable to confront personal fears and challenges due to emotional distress.
I'm running scared
Feeling a sense of fear and unease, choosing to run away from difficulties.
It's been three months since I've seen your smile
Noticing the absence of the person's smile for a significant duration.
It's been some time since I smiled myself
Acknowledging a personal struggle to find joy or happiness during this period.
It's been three months since I heard you say I love you
Recalling the last time the person expressed love verbally.
I've found that I can't live without hearing you say it
Realizing the essential nature of hearing those words for personal well-being.
I'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
Reiterating the emotional pain and nighttime crying as a coping mechanism.
It's not easy being, it's not easy being...
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle and difficulty of the speaker's existence.
I was fine for the moment
Repeating the acknowledgment of previous contentment followed by a breakdown.
But for the last three months I've been broken
Reiterating a prolonged period of emotional vulnerability and brokenness.
Now I can't face my fears
Continuing the theme of being unable to confront personal fears due to emotional turmoil.
I'm running scared
Expressing a state of fear and choosing to avoid facing challenges.
Now I can't face my fears
Repeating the inability to confront personal fears due to ongoing emotional distress.
I'm running scared
Continuing the theme of feeling scared and choosing to run away from difficulties.
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