Satisfaction
Yearning for Satisfaction: A Tale of Desires and Consequences
Lyrics
I beg and plead for you without you I will fall
I am desperately asking and pleading for your presence; without you, I feel vulnerable and unstable.
But when you're gone I don't remember it at all
Despite my longing when you are absent, the memories of your absence fade quickly from my mind.
You always use me but I use you all the same
There is a mutual using or taking advantage between us, a reciprocal dynamic where I use you just as you use me.
My lack of you will always make me misbehave
The absence of your influence or presence leads me to behave in ways that deviate from the norm.
I'm always back fighting but you're always fighting back
I frequently engage in conflict, but you consistently retaliate; a cycle of confrontation and response.
I promise myself that I would never lose track
I made a promise to myself not to lose sight or forget important aspects, but it seems challenging to keep that promise.
Of all of the false words and promises I made
I acknowledge the false words and promises I have made in the past.
My lack of you will always make me misbehave
The lack of your presence continues to lead me to behave in ways considered misbehavior.
I wanted you to help my soul so I could breathe and have control, yeah
I desired your assistance to soothe my soul, gain control, and achieve a sense of freedom.
For a minute to be free (for a minute to be free)
I yearned for a brief moment of freedom.
I go the deepest places for the satisfaction that I need, yeah
I am willing to explore deep and challenging experiences in pursuit of the satisfaction I crave.
But it's never helping me (never helping me)
However, these experiences do not provide the help or relief I seek.
I beg and plead for you without you I will fall
I continue to beg and plead for your presence, recognizing its importance to my well-being.
But when you're gone I don't remember it at all
Yet, once you are gone, the impact on my memory is minimal.
You always use me but I use you all the same
The pattern of mutual usage persists even though I am aware of it.
My lack of you will always make me misbehave
The absence of your influence still leads me to behave in ways considered misbehavior.
I'm always back fighting but you're always fighting back
A constant cycle of conflict where I fight back against you, and you respond in kind.
I promise myself that I would never lose track
Despite my promise to myself, I find it challenging to avoid losing track of important things.
Of all of the false words and promises I made
I acknowledge the false words and promises I have made, recognizing their existence.
My lack of you will always make me misbehave
The lack of your presence continues to lead me to behave in ways considered misbehavior.
I wanted you to help my soul so I could breathe and have control, yeah
I sought your assistance for the well-being of my soul, seeking control and a moment of freedom.
For a minute to be free (for a minute to be free)
I aspired to experience a brief period of freedom.
I go the deepest places for the satisfaction that I need, yeah
I am willing to explore deep and challenging experiences in pursuit of the satisfaction I crave.
But it's never helping me (never helping me)
However, these experiences do not provide the help or relief I seek.
Please don't go (please don't go)
A plea for you not to leave and a request for communication.
Let me know (let me know)
A desire for clarity and understanding; a call for communication.
I wanted you to help my soul so I could breathe and have control, yeah
I sought your assistance for the well-being of my soul, seeking control and a moment of freedom.
For a minute to be free (for a minute to be free)
I aspired to experience a brief period of freedom.
I go the deepest places for the satisfaction that I need, yeah
I am willing to explore deep and challenging experiences in pursuit of the satisfaction I crave.
But it's never helping me (never helping me)
Despite this, these experiences do not provide the help or relief I seek.
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